I suddenly feel myself like a doll ,acting all kinds of joys and sorrows .There are lot of shining silery thread on my back ,controlling all my action.

我突然就觉得自己像个华丽的木偶，演尽所有的悲欢离合，可是背上却总有无数闪亮的银色丝线，操纵我的哪怕是一举手一投足。