有时和妈妈在一起时会觉得束缚和窒息,虽然SHE LOVES ME SO MUCH,I KNOW BUT I CANNOT CHANGE MYSELF.不论亲人朋友还是恋人关系,为什么一定要去要求和束缚对方呢,为什么不能LET IT BE呢

也许任何形式的INTIMACY都会带来束缚,so i am afraid of it

i hope i can live as an individual as well as as part of a whole