u r soooooooooo busy

sometimes i wonder whether u lead a totally different life from me

i can never understand why some people can be so engaged that even a second cannot be shared

like u ,even a text message seems a big trouble

i try to figure out   try to be considerate   try to help u

however, i need some time to get used to it

maybe we can both be patient wait to that day when everthing goes smoothly or maybe

whatever the result i once said to myself this time i must act more maturely

hence i will do my utmost

u know what

i want stability so much

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