该来的来过
该走的走了
我们不是天使
哪怕再虔诚的双手
也无法改变生活的轨迹...
阳光,潮湿,然后微热.大口大口呼吸着,像在叹气.我忘了自己的存在.
脑海中在酝酿什么呢,又是一些无知的自说自话,念着念着,忘了忧伤...
最近,状态不是很好,有一种想发泄的冲动,因为找不到出口...
--Alicia
没想到啊没想到我竟然要去参加英语竞赛决赛...刚听到这个消息时确实让我又惊又喜鸟哈``虽然这根本算不鸟什么``但我真的好希望能得特等奖这样就有机会参加暑期夏令营了``呵呵人就是贪心--意外得了个一等奖还不嫌不满足...
只可惜我没多少时间准备了``13号就要比了再加上最近还有政经和决策理论的考试``很是力不从心啊``不过我还是要搏一搏...so
from now on ,I'll practice english as much as possible ``every
minute ``every where ...
Staying in school
for 8 days made me indeed depressed and
tedious...
Last Tuesday ,in English class ``I really can't
restrain myself any more``tears just
rolled down my face at the beginning and then it
began to pour down...
Does it's really the case that sometimes
everthing is wrong? Maybe...
Sometimes we are left alone,
though, it's relative and quite personal in terms of
feeling.
well, this is the pain we can't
avoid given we are not grown up, not mature though being an adult,
not independent, for we are left alone to face the solitary feeling
in an unattended place or different situations, once full of merry
laughters, tidiness, and delights now none...
It's
hard to tell why I'm very fond of loniness now `` Maybe now and
then my eyes are blind and I must look with the heart...Just look
for a outlet...
每天晚上回到寝室不知为什么变的好疯狂好放肆...什么话都说什么事都做``就象前些天我们好象把寝室当成了迪吧``肆无旦忌的跳着唱着``遗憾的是我笑声越大心里反而越失落``越失落就越想用笑声淹没自己...淋漓的快感只有一瞬...
想来想去我的郁闷可能是来源于一成不变的生活和偶尔的小麻烦``但那又能如何``生活继续``如一滩死水``波澜不惊...
不过我也发现幸福是真的来自于点点滴滴的小事情..不经意的一丝幸福的感觉划过心头``刻意的去寻找是徒劳...
为了有点新气象我把我的桌子重新搞了一翻``代价不小啊
今天一回来就发现我的电脑又中毒了而且中的还满过瘾列--光驱一直弹出来``E盘用不鸟连格式化都实施不鸟``网页自动关闭(这篇BLOG写的断断续续的)...电脑的确是锻炼人耐性的好东西...
For u ,can u not be that childish ?I terribly hate
that...
can
u act a litter more smarter ?I
terribly hope that...
wish
everthing goes well...
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop
trying...
要在自己最想放弃的时候给自己加油鼓气``就像在长跑中达到极限时千万不能停下来走路一样...加油``all
of us...