LIFE IS WAR!!!

Wednesday, Apr 1, 2009 11:17PM

This is the 2nd part of (behind the scenes) to my music video,still got lots to do but not enough time. That really bugs the hell outa me. when i know deep in my heart that i can reach a higher standard no matter in terms of plot ,computer graphics or script, but due to the deadline that i have to meet, i simply can't deliver the 100% outcome...sigh...The new album should be released in may ,but if i want to perfect my MV in terms of graphics wise i need 4 more months witch i don't have. It might be another  typical {virgo} thing. I spent alot of time in designing the cover and the visual effects this time but then again, due to distribution contracts i would have to release the album in 2 phases. The 1st one, the standard CD format blah blah...and the 2nd one i desighned in LD version with all the CD/ DVD / MAKING OF..such and such. But i promised myself that even after the album is released doesn't mean that it's over. I will keep on working on in until i am satisfied. Guess one just can't win every battle.Alot of people ask me why does this video have to take place on a flight carrier, because i see life itself as WAR. And i can only think of a jet carrier as the best metaphor. At every stage of life you have to risk for something and fight for something. Every pilot that gets sent out onto a mission doesn't know if they will win or lose, or even make it back home, but what really matters is if they have the guts to get in the ring. As in every album, movie. or even learning more about myself or my family, it's a long journey.

这是我音乐录影带的第二部分(幕后花絮)，要做的事还有很多，但时间不够。这真让我沮丧。我深知自己无论在故事情节、电脑制作或是脚本方面都能达到更好，但我必须遵守最后期限，无法交出100%的成果...唉...新专辑要在五月发行，如果要让 MV 的电脑特效更加完美，我还需要4个月时间，这根本不可能。看来这是处女座的另一个典型特征。这次我花了大量时间在封面设计和视觉特效上，但是按照发行合约，我不得不在发行新专辑时分两步走，第一步，标准 CD 套路等等等等...第二阶段我设计了包含 CD/DVD/制作花絮的 LD 版本...诸如此类。但是我对自己承诺，专辑发行并不代表事情就结束了。我会继续完善它，直到自己满意为止。试想一个人不可能赢得每场战争。很多人问我，为什么这支 MV 跟空中运输有关，因为我认为人生本身就是一场战争，而我能想到的最佳表现方式就是一次空运。在人生的每个阶段，你必须冒险做些事情并为之战斗。每一位被派出执行任务的飞行员都无法预料自己会成功还是失败，甚至不知道能否活着回家，但真正重要的是，他们是否有勇气接受任务。如同在每一张专辑、电影中学到经验，或更多了解自己或家人，这是一次漫长的旅程 。