Chloe is
calling!!!!!!!
When Lucy set her eyes directly to me, I knew it was
Chloe.
Maybe that was the saying----“heart which beat in unison are
linked”. Hihihihi~~~~
I
don’t know what on earth links us from the very beginning till now
and rush to our following future.
I’ve ever said, we are somewhat alike to each other. At least
it’s my thought that has never changed since I found Chloe will be
a shining point deeply in my heart and life forever.
When I was in my senior school, they all took it unimaginable that
I could go on so so well with Chloe actually.
In
fact nobody knows exactly how I feel when I am with Chloe, seeing
her crying, smiling, living her own life strugglingly. But I myself
now that though childhood and family surroundings of us two are not
much alike, even so different. Only the souls stretched out their
routes out and up in the similar way.
I
know I was cheated at first sight of her, which turned out not much
later. Then I know, the real you, the inner you are not the one we
thought when we first knew you.
Dimly and pleasantly surprised, I found another me living next to
me!!!!!!! Not much alike, just somewhat in spirit----we are
pessimists in our very nature. However, I have jumped out of the
trap for a long time when I met her. Or saying, I am able to arm
myself with the true essences from Buddha to fight with all wearing
even a piece of pessimism. But my dear Chloe, she was struggling,
she is struggling, and I don’t know if she will be struggling in
the future.
For this reason or not for this or for any case, I , forever, set
her on a very important place in my heart.
Minutes
before, she was close to crying at the other end of the phone line.
And , I am the only person she could cry to.
I
remember some saying that one will show all emotions to the one
he/she cares most. So I know anyway, I am to her just what she is
to me, though I don’t what her reason is.
We
like each other; we care for each other; we feel anxious for each
other……
It
seems that when we think of the other, all cases about self are
gone, worries and sincere wishes for the other left
only.
At
the end of last term, a new song came out.
“They all think that I am strong-hearted, but only you advise me
not to flaunt my superiority……”
Immediately I thought of Chloe.
I
should say, living like this has actually moved myself.
I could remember pretty clearly that I’ve never
write down obviously that I miss her. The word “miss” can do
nothing in the very occasion.
Wordless.
I
don’t know if you have got the meaning I wanna to show
you.
Missing cannot settle any problem.
And what between us cannot be described by using the only word
“missing”. Believing is much better I am now thinking
of.
So
I believe you can understand what I have said above.
I
say----
If
love, no need to put me notable place in your life.
If
love, take good care of yourself.
If
love, take me for granted if when you need me.
If
love, live yourself!

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