I just sat there being silent.My thinking seemed to be stopped at
that period of time.
But anyway,this experience strengthened my belief that my spoken
English will obviously be good as I expected.
In the afternoon,I assigned my name wanting to
join the long-term actibity of doing something for the children at
children's welfare house.
Besiya suggested a walking in our schoolyard.
I just wore my slippers down with them.
The range of temperature is larging these days,so
it was cold outside with wind blowing.
How about running?I said.
Then we three started running along the road which heading to
the gate of our school.
Running.Only running.
I kept running till the gate.
I must be crazy.
None stops,neither the feeling of
tiredness.
If I had known what were there at the
destination,I wouldn't run as I did,which
is suitable for any case. That's my feeling when I
was running and also it is now.
But today,we met with a forein friend.
He wanted to get to a Japanese restaurant called
Home Coffee in Tianjin University.
We pointed the direction for him.
Besiya found that he took the opposite way before
my back-steps started.
We ran to catch up with him.
Excuse me,Sir.You've taken the wrong way
again.
I admired myself for saying
above words.
Then we guided him to Tianjin University.
What a shock when he took out a visiting card
where there was the name of his Tianjin University----Tianjin
Language College!
Oh,my god!Who knows where it is !
It's our luck to have a local gentleman showing
the right way.
Thank Godness that we didn't guide the wrong direction.
I translated to him which way he'd take.
From his facial expression and movement,I seemed to read that he
treasured our company.
I looked at the time then.It was not late.But we
still stood there doing nothing,especially after that uncle said
something.
Let's go
back.
The sense of alienation filled me and also Besiya,but it could be
found on the surface of her while I said
nothing.
I don't have the courage to do that.Though I felt lost,I could
comfort myself with the reason that we are Chinese,we are Chinese
girls.The cool wind slipped into our clothes.
The warmth that running brought us had gone completely.
Only cold that I could feel.
But now,I know it would be a
piece of regret memory always in my mind.Having this kind of memory
is also a sweety thing.