I opend my eyes when I was
awaken, I ate eggs and yoghurt when I was hungry, I washed my shits
and shirt when they needed washing, I slept when I saw sleepy, I
went to the office when I wanted to get a job, I bought lots of
things when I felt I like them and could afforded them, I came to a
cyberbar when I wanted to log on the Internet, I am writing when I
want to talk to myself. Today should be a relative happy day for
me.
Looking around, actually, I didn't and I don't have to, all the
other people here are nothing but rubish. They smoke, shout, hit
desk or keyboard, pick nose, say dirty words and so on. In a word,
they keep making all sort of noises. And I am surrounded by them,
who are crazy enough to make me sick. We are totally from different
world. I do look down upon them.
However, they are locals.They were born to be happy living here.
While I have to work much harder for finding a job, facing all
difficulties by myself. Can I say it is an
unfair society? May be yes or may be no.I have to
learn to accept, accetp all the things the
world give
to me. If I don't,
I will be discarded by it.
Tomorrow, a sensational thing is going
to take place. Jinglei will sell
her book and have a autograph on it for her fans who buy it
tomorrow afternoon. A dream of my will realize finally. I am just
so excited. I hope everything will be smooth tomorrow.
I am waiting for a call, which can decide my fate and future. What
if this dream come true, I would be chrish it by all my heart and
soul. It is not that I cannot write in English, but there's lillte
I can say. I am taking down all little things happened in my life.
But this is just what life means. Anyway, I have to live, and in a
happy way. I did, I am and I will.
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