看到S分享的视频 Avril Lavigne-《When You're Gone》

很久以前听过的歌曲，头一次看MV。和你一起。最后那一幕手机短信里写着：

I'm Okay

I miss U

昨天又老晚才睡，给你发了豆油，早上又是五点醒来，然后七点多八点多九点多各看了一次时间，手机很平静地呆着。坐起开电脑，一切如昨，一阵担心，是不高兴了还是身体还不舒服。。着急地给你短信，QQ晃我了。一切都很好，我又总是乱想了呢。呵呵。

我俩工资都还没发。聊着就到中午了，网不好，短信我说你去吃饭，然后午睡，然后去爷爷家，不要乱想，乖乖吃饭，看看动画片和电影。

浑浑噩噩就到了晚上，不知道干了些什么，飞信一直在重登陆重登陆，发不出去发不出去，你一条短信都没有。群里说双鱼下半年想要的全部都得不到，我对你说我什么都不要了，什么都不要了。可是我还是那么想念你。又是在我开始着急快要难过的时候你出现了：不是让你别乱想的嘛~

看到了你的样子，还是傻傻的大脑袋，看到了你的妹妹，看到你有好多水果吃，我一边啃着蛋卷一边和说话，一直冲你笑，你逗我的时候又傻傻的不高兴了撅起嘴。你那么认真的看着我，好想伸手摸摸你的脸。给我传了好多照片，手机拍的你，你拍的朋友，还有你手机里的我。你说那张睡衣的特别好看，然后我就在聊得最好的几个群里爆了，他们都说大眼妹，我的眼睛一点儿也不大。我想果果艳艳不不了。。她们才是真正的大眼大美妞儿。。。

你的妈咪杀回来了，匆忙关了视频，我的网慢得一笔，只是聊天。各种聊天。你又早早地睡了，我答应你说今天一定不会那么晚了，嗯呢，觉得好累了。可是我写博写得好慢，又超时间了。。

嗯，晚安，亲爱的。

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
Are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you