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关于离开,关于KURT

(2007-03-08 15:06:47)
分类: □■摇。你。滚。蛋
关于离开,关于KURT
(KURT Cobain的遗书)
To Boddah:

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complaind. This note should be pretty easy to understand.All the warnings from the Punk Rock 101 Courses over the years, it's my first introduction to the, shall we say ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has been proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to, as well as creating music, along with really writing something for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things,for example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins. It doesn't affect me in the way which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love and relish the love and admiration from the crowd,which is something I totally admire and envy.

The fact is,I can't fool you, any of you. It simply isn't fair to you,or to me. The worst crime can think of would be to pull people off by faking it, pretending as if I'm having one 100% fun.

Sometimes I feeln as though I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on-stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do,God believe me, I do, but it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I, and we, have affected, and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of the narcisists who only appreciate things when they're alone. I'm too sensitive,I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm.But, what's sad is our child. On our last three tours, I've had a much better appreciation of all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music. But I still can't get out the frustration, the guilt, and the sympathy I have for everybody. There is good in all of us, and I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little sensitive unappreciative pisces Jesus man! why don't you just enjoy it? I dont know!

I have a of a wide who sweats ambition and empadny,and a daughter who reminds me to much of what I use to be.full of love and joy, every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I cant stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self destructive, deathrocker she become.

I have it good, very good,and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Empathy only because I love and feel for people too much I guess.Thank you from the pit of my burning nauseas stomach for your letters and concern during the last years. I'm too much of a neurotic moody person and I don't have the passion anymore,so remember, it's better to burn out, than fade away.

Peace, love, empathy,

Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney,

I'll be at your altar.

Please keep going Courtney

for Frances

for her life which will be so much

happier without me.

I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU!
 
 
    之前在百度上见过这张图,刚又去搜的时候却怎么也找不到了,从一个陌生人的博客里弄了过来,谢谢吴斯哲
 
    当初觉得‘涅磐’这个名字很好听,就如同认识‘枪炮与玫瑰’一样。然后知道了KURT,知道了Where'd you sleep last night,我听的他们的第一首歌,然后不需要过多的理由,爱上了他。后来,朋友告诉我说,他唱这首歌的时候,唱到哭的。。。。。。。
 

歌词如下:

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
In the pines, in the pines, where the sun don't ever shine
I would shiver the whole night through

My girl, my girl, where will you go
I'm going where the cold wind blows
In the pines, in the pines, where the sun don't ever shine
I would shiver the whole night through

Her husband, was a hard working man
Just about a mile from here
His head was found in a driving wheel
But his body never was found

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
In the pines, in the pines, where the sun don't ever shine
I would shiver the whole night through

Shiver for me

My girl, my girl, where will you go
I'm going where the cold wind blows
In the pines, in the pines, where the sun don't ever shine
I would shiver the whole night through

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
In the pines, in the pines, where the sun don't ever shine
I would shiver the whole night through

My girl, my girl, where will you go
I'm going where the cold wind blows
In the pines, in the pines, where the sun don't ever shine
I would shiver the whole night through

    晚上9点的火车,又要离开家了,不知道为什么一直想着这首歌,想着科本,哈。送给自己。当然,也送给KURT。1976年02月20日出生,1994年4月离开。总之,纪念他。深深地纪念他。这次上来正好是3777个,哈,对数字总是那么敏感,虽然没什么意义。

    从街上买完东西回来看到拐角处4、5个孩子在兴致勃勃地打台球,人都米球杆高。经过他们身边的时候正好一杆直接把白球捅洞里了,他们依旧兴致勃勃地玩着。我笑了。

    另外,妈妈节日快乐。

    所有我爱的人,一切安好。

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