For the past few days,this question has been
puzzling me a lot.Now I truely understand Hamlet's
sorrow.
Here are the ways I must
choose.
No 1:
I,as a person of 25,still cannot support the whole family,let along
take the responsibility.
And
I am going to face marriage.But how could one get married without
certain RMB?Man....
Lucky enough,I now have a chance to get a job working for a hotel
which is newly established.According to my girl's advise,there my
job will be promising and I will soon get promoted.Then she and I
will prepare for our wedding day and future lives.
But,I know myself in depth.That is not kind of work I am longing
for.Yes I have to admit that THERE IS a great many
opportuniy awaiting for me.I
can surely lead a better and more
comfortable life by working hard to get
promoted.But what about my
idiality?It will fade away some
day and I will not ever forgive myself.
TO DIE
OR TO LIVE IS A QUESTION
No
2:
I myself am crazy about
English. I am hunger for each new knowledge on it.Nothing can ever disturb me
while I am drinking in these fabulous stories.At that time it seems
a duck in the water,so freely,so
happily!
As part-time tutor,actually I do not have many students as a result
I could not get my pocket full.Damn it!I
once went to my ideal school to take interview,but in vain.Beause
my degree did not meet.Ever since,I swore one day I would make my
step into the school.And now here comes a great chance, I can make
my dream come true by taking one Adult Teaching Curriculum(it costs
a great deal)
Money is not question.What I am concerned most is that should I
fail to find a job as an English Teacher.What shall I do then?I am
quite confident,yet I have to think
about the consequence that is
rather painful,bloody even killing...If I should fail.My whole
family will lose heart in me and they will hurt.
TO STUDY
OR TO WORK IS A QUESTION.
May God bless
me.
May God show me the
way.
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