the fur is really now something different and very sticky all over and matted very not nice or good feeling, 

sticky days, all these sticky days, best or worst.

It is really hot in this July. When I was back from home, hope it will be fresh, but god who knows why the storm is coming again. However, every day is fresh, though a little sticky.

I pretend to be easy after I read the email complaining on the not well made products, that is why I have no confidence that maybe we are unable to make the order for a big potential client I contact actively. I feel guilt on seeing the poor squirrel product pictures though it is not the responsibility I should take. This big order is only the initial order, if the products can be high quality, we will get more orders from this big client, however, we lose, I am sure as he said he was very disappointed. After Dn earns this big money from this order, it is not my money, he devotes small part of the profit to alibaba international website and I am responsible to set up this new platform to get more buyers than what we can get from made-in-china.com.

Where is my benefit, I have no enough money. Mum’s asthma gets worse than before and Mum suffers everyday. From the many search results, I found the traditional Chinese medicine called Dog Days Paste which is very effective to cure the asthma in this July and August. Went to the hospital and medicine shops in this hot sticky day but found none. Called the Beijing traditional Chinese medical hospital many times, f-u-c-k the BCF, they said they do not provide the medicines express service. I went to Yangzhou traditional Chinese medical hospital yesterday, it is hot waiting outside the room. It seems that she is professional in the asthma domain, she asked me to take my mum to her for a close check. I called father then, he agrees with me. Last night, after long time rather muggy the storm is pouring again. My hurt left big toe is not pain but ugly. It hurts and enjoys the rain and water. Sweat pearled Sunly’s forehead, a close room. The fan is running crazy, still hot. That is why I said house even we were having dinner. On the way back to sleeping place, it is the worst. The air and road is just like the hot river filled with somewhat bad and bad feeling sticky water. After showering, under the cool air from the air conditioner, but this is not home and can not be shared happily with my Sunly, she is still in the hot sticky water. I felt heavy when I suddenly woke up this noon, cleaning the clothes, coming to office, reading the emails and texts, for a better tomorrow.

Feeling cold, feeling better.