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哭了(Tears)

(2007-08-17 15:23:00)
 
Listening <coroner gentle "and thoughts float very far. I also waiting for the boss's accomplishments, but it also could not write a word to noon with a friend talk for an hour. Listen to his ready to catch the big fish and envy, fishing, listening to music is full sun to read, think about all very interesting ! I told him that the regret five years ago did not go to the United States! I am really tired of the state -- the pride of the story has to write the word. I also hate out all the noise and the car, miss the town calm lonely life.
Now money is easy, if I wish to do so. But I always passive money. Today about 000 of the things, if things go well can earn money, I have enough to get to Greece, in the face of the Aegean, ask their minds and want in the end? My husband said last night, he found love me more than the guitar premarital also love, although I stupid way, but it is a very charismatic woman. before watching those pictures of the day walking alone, is a very distant thing. Now, in the eyes of others, I have everything. but I no passion for the future, feeling in death. it Static days in the home, I cried, because in her words on the cards, also seems to have the Aegean Sea breeze, I mercilessly tears. yes, no matter how much I persistence, how hard can not be realized want. I cried, is the only sad mood, tears blurring of the keyboard.
 
听着<该死的温柔>,思绪飘的很远.老板还等着我的稿子,可是今天一个字也写不出来,中午跟美国的朋友聊了一个小时.听他说可以随时去钓大鱼,很羡慕,钓鱼,晒着太阳听音乐看书,想想都很爽!我跟他说,后悔5年前没有去美国!我真的厌烦了现在的状态--满脑子的故事却写不出字来.我也讨厌出门全是人和车的喧闹,想念小城的平静孤独的生活了.
现在赚钱很轻松,如果我想的话.但我总是被动的赚钱.今天谈了个事情,顺利的话能赚点银子,足够我去希腊走走,面对爱琴海,问问自己的心,到底想要什么?昨晚老公说,他发现越来越爱我,比结婚前还要爱,虽然我很笨,却是个很有魅力的女人.看着那些以前的照片,独自行走的日子,已经是很遥远的事情了.现在,在别人眼里,我什么都有了.但我对未来没有激情,觉得自己就是在等死.那天在梁静家,我哭了,因为她在卡片上的一句话,仿佛还留有爱琴海的轻风,我狠狠哭了.是的,无论我多么执着,多么努力,都不能实现想要的东西.我哭了,悲哀是唯一的心情,泪水模糊了键盘.

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