Life is so hard. Everywhere I go, I see unhappy faces, unhappy marriages tarred by suspicion and hopeless quarrels, backed by unbeatable reasons to back their irrational (or sometimes too rational) behaviors. Even with children beside, with their innocent eyes not yet ready to comprehend this complicated world, the stubbornness of humanity has made it impossible for people of different ideas to listen to each other and embrace each other into their hearts. So when they talk about love, they are often doing something to the opposite direction. What unhappy creature that makes me! When I realize I became nothing but a off-handed nuisance who had fanatically talked them into sticking together when they are destined to break even after two or five years... I sigh and I begin to repent for all the possible sins I have made in my own lives! May Buddha forgive us all for such stupidity and may Buddhism shed more light of wisdom on the secular life and lead more people out of their habitual pitfalls! And may I pray that myself, still a much unenlightened animal with my own blindness and misguided passion for impossible things, learn to become more focused and more clear-eyed as for never to indulge in such futile meddlings anymore! Amitawa!