Don't know why

feel tired

feel uncertain for the future

I had strong desire to conquer all the difficulties

and i really wanna do that

Maybe

In the city that i love ,Saint Petersburg becomes cloudy & rainy

it makes me feel sleepy every morning

Maybe

the business is not going well , and especially ,some problems and unsmooth process of the contract with Russian and Turkish customers, it makes me headache

Maybe

I gave myself too much pressure ,and i have to face it alone ,and when i said it again and again to my friends and relatives ,i feeled it begins heavier

Perhaps

i know all the reasons ,all the rules ,just i need an excuse for myself !

Well, just think about what Og mandino said "all the adventures and difficulties are the chance which in disguise " tomorrow will be another day , everything will be fine, so what i need is just to relax and have a good rest !