分类: 情感人生 |
The Spring Festival will be
coming tomorrow.
This is also the first spring
festival that i spent in the south.
No Backing home for spring
festival seems so usual for me!
Because I had so many years out
during this traditional holiday.
And "Home" seems strange for
me, because i don't know where is my real
Home. Maybe A house which has
parents,love and kinship,is that
called "Home" if it
was.Therefore it didn't belong to me.
I never know what home is like
since i remembered things.
There is only my little sister
live with me, no matter where am i,i
will take her with me. And now
i work in zhejiang,so i took her
from thousands' miles away. But
I damn it don't know why i don't
like her at
all. Sometimes i will easy become angry when i see
her
without any reasons.Even at
this time ,the new year is coming,i
still quarrel with her. i
absolutely don't know how to love her.
Anyhow,what the spring festival
can give me is only a holiday for
free of work. Perhaps just
a feeling of sadness,a feeling of
loneliness!
What i can hope
what i can expect is
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Jiway
(the day before the spring
festival)
2007.2.16