When I came back from my first interview, I felt nothing but exhausted.

  I always thought that q&a interview was a piece of cake to me, but the fact shows that I am still too naive to be a qualified candidate. I was nervous, which could be tested in my quickening speed, even if I was aware of that and tried my best to fight against it, yet it died hard. I got panicked  several times.  When HR said goodbye to me, I felt as if the end of the world.

  Perhaps Zoe is right. I am subconciously nervous, though I never admitted that. What if every interview turns out to be like this? Answer is unknown. Life sucks. I screw my first interview up, but I have to squeeze a smile to face tomorrow, to fight in Shanghai next Friday, to keep waiting for the dim future. Tired...but I have to carry on.