somedays ago,talked to a friend Victor,just came in China from America.Maybe for China he is a stanger,So,he has so many questions to ask everyday~:)

    And that day afternoon,he wants to know,In China,he heard from other people that,there are some rich man,they give girls some money a month,girls to be their "sweetheart",sometimes,they come to live with that girl,even......sex with her......Sounds like business,not "love"!

   Victor think that it's not good,but he think that i am beautiful,if there were someone ask me for that,Or have i met similer situation~

   Actully,this question is a little rude for me.But i still would like to answer.

   Of course,YES.I have met it.Many times.even,one time,i think maybe it's not a bad thing,life for me is so hard...I spend a lot of time to think about it.But,at the end,I refuse all the "invitations".

    I'm sure i cant accept!Till to today.And,in the future!

    Victor think i was right,but he still wants to know,why,why i refused.He said maybe he can guess the reason,but just wants to know my point.I never think about it before,why?Just feel cant accept.maybe it's i dont want to sex with a man who is I dont like,even I have no feeling.I think "LOVE" is not business.But is the reason?the most important reason?Maybe not so simple.

    Some sencons later,I tell him,Maybe is FREEDOM.I need freedom.I refuse them for my dear freedom.I dont want to give myself a price.The price of freedom is most expensive!^^

     Than,Victor,he smiled~.

     HA!I found the Answer!

     Now,I have the dearest thing!

     Dont want to give me price!Anyone!^^

PS:I have boyfriend now,but it's diffrent.i still have my freedom and my"love".

And.......Dear Victor is gay^^dont think to much~

He is just a curious boy.lol.......^^