Thanks, I really don’t know what to say, but thank you. I choke when I got the book from mSimon Gogo. By reading this, I can feel that you are supporting me., even though I don’t know your name, sex or other information. But that’s not important, isn’t it? I gona be fine, cause when I lose my courage, I know, you, will always stand in my side. Thank you, especially sina, and新聞晨報， especially you

“你站在我後邊，支持我更勇敢”I believe that mom is looking at me in paradise, I’ll be more brave and go straight taking the dream of mom and my own.

除了感谢还是感谢

谢谢，除了说谢谢我都不知道还能说什么。我从simon哥哥拿到那本你们的留言集都哽咽了。看着这些鼓励，我真的能感觉到你们在支持我，即使我不知道你们的名字性别或其他什么的。但是那一点都不重要不是吗。我会好好的，因为我知道当我失去勇气的时候你们一定会站在我这一边的。谢谢，尤其是新浪网，还有新闻晨报，尤其是你们。

“你站在我後邊，支持我更勇敢”我相信妈妈一定在天堂看着我，我会更加有勇气的带着我和妈妈的梦想一路前行。

  肥姐的去世让经纪公司的每位同事都沉痛不已。大家都想尽力为肥姐做点什么。肥姐生前的一个未了心愿就是那本讲述她和Joyce故事的漫画书还没出版。这几天每一位同事都在加班加点为这件事努力。我们的公司同事Simon加班加到到住院，还把电脑带进去24小时保持和香港的同步。

        在整理材料的过程中，我们发现了珍贵的音频，那是去年4月21日，肥肥姐偷偷来到上海为Joyce参加《非常有戏》打气。我们特意安排漫画家郭彭子和肥肥姐见面聊一些她们母女之间的趣事。当时怕遗漏珍贵的细节，我们用录音笔录下了当时的谈话情况。这段主要是说肥肥姐帮Joyce改掉小时候的坏习惯。单亲母亲真的很难做，又要养家又要承担教育女儿的责任。她在扮演一个慈母的同时又是一个严父。每个母亲都很伟大，我想肥肥姐最割舍不下的就是自己的小女儿，记者会上泣不成声的Joyce看着让人心酸又心疼。今天是元宵节，我忍不住打了两个电话回家给妈妈。

         特意把这段音频和大家共享，这熟悉的声音，让我不忍听又忍不住不去听。郭彭子这几天都在熬夜赶稿，打电话跟我们说，还是没办法接受肥肥姐去世这个事实，两个人画着画着不禁潸然泪下。        

       代表着一个时代的艺人的逝去，万人同悲。在天堂的肥姐已经脱离疾病的痛苦。我们深深地怀念你。

                                                    Suki

Thans for your concern, I do understand all your support. I will keep myself brave and strong. Thanks again.

谢谢大家的关心，我知道大家在用各种方式来支持我，我会坚强的。再次谢谢大家。

经纪公司申明：

在这边很感谢支持肥姐和欣宜的歌迷、影迷，同时也感谢一些媒体对肥姐和欣宜的关心，包括北京法制晚报，上海东方早报等。肥姐在去年领取TVB终生成就奖的时候，非常喜欢一首歌――《连心》，肥姐说：希望能借由欣宜的歌声献给天下所有的父母。所以我们希望在这特殊的时刻，把这首《连心》放在欣宜的blog里，以此祝福肥姐一路走好。同时也希望能把这首歌献给天下所有的父母，好朋友们，请给家人听一下再多一个拥抱吧，告诉他们，自己永远和他们心连心。

经纪公司：创音文化工厂   Simon

連心        曲/詞：劉家昌

女：你站在我後面  支撐我更勇敢

    我能超越大海  我能跨過高山

男：我站在你後面  我陪在你身邊

    當你遇到任何困難  我會與你分擔

女：你給我的溫暖  讓我走出暗淡

這份真摯情感  深到海底遠過天邊

男：我就在你身邊  一切為你承擔

    我們倆的心手相連  共渡年復一年

合：真愛永不改變  不能缺少一半

一步一個腳印  腳印疊在一起

一直走到永遠

Hey~ wut's up everyone?
after i went to visit mom in the hospital, i went to practice my singing @ the studio. the song i used to excercise my vocals today is a song by Faith Hill, There You'll Be. You may recognize it from the soundtrack of the movie Pearl Harbour released a few years ago.
Anyway.. this is a recording of what i managed to get done in just under three hours.

P.S: GuoPengzi’s comic “loving zoo” has been published, it’s cool and so warm, I like it, hope you will like it. I’m looking forward to my own comic.
 

 hey，大家最近怎么样

从医院看我妈妈回来以后，我就去录音棚练歌了。今天联系的歌是Faith Hill的There You'll Be.你一定认出来是几年前那个很红的电影《珍珠港》的插曲。

好吧，下面是我花了三个小时录出来的，大家来听听看吧。

http://www.filefactory.com/file/6cee89

另外：郭彭子的漫画书《情感动物园》出版了哦。好棒，很温馨呢。我很喜欢，希望你们也会喜欢。好期待我的那一本漫画早点出版啊。

Suki友情提示：郭彭子的漫画书现在是当当网的销售冠军，很快各大书店都有卖了。多谢大家的支持，今天本人已经看到书了，还满不赖的。适合看到字多就会头晕的同学，也适合恋爱中，或者盼望恋爱的所有人。

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I’ve been having such a great time these past few days of the New Year! My adventure first started two days ago when I went shopping with a friend who happens to be a celebrity stylist! *woohoo* Ricky helped me pick out some outfits for an interview that I did yesterday as well as the grand opening of Sau San Tong Healthy Trim Institute’s new flagship store in Hong Kong.

大家新年好呀。我这几天非常开心。两天前，我和一个朋友去逛街，她现在几乎变成了一个艺人造型师。*woohoo* 我这几天上访问的通告，以及修身堂在修身堂在香港的新旗舰店开幕，都是Ricky一手包办了我的全部行头。

I don’t often get the chance to go shopping and Ricky knew all the right places to go to~ I had fun doing the interview yesterday and am soooo excited for the grand opening !I can not fall asleep the night before the opening,   I feel so nervous.

我很少机会去逛街，但是Ricky总知道哪里有好东西卖，昨天的访问很开心，并且修身堂的盛大开幕，我也兴奋得很。在开幕的前一晚，我都几乎没法睡着，我觉得很紧张呢。

Here are some pictures we took from the interview yesterday:

下面是我们在采访的时候派的几张照片

New flagship store has a yoga room! (ps. Margaret is the most awesome yoga instructor in the entire universe. I heart u M-Chizzle!)

新的旗舰店里面有专门做瑜珈的房间哦（另：Margaret真是全世界最好的瑜伽老师呢，我爱你。kiss）

Dodgy-looking, odorless drink - Cool! I love trying weird things. Turns out to be freshly squeezed cucumber juice – instant refresher!

看上去不太可靠的，闻上去没什么味道的饮料，好吧，我最喜欢试奇怪的食物了。应该是新鲜黄瓜榨的汁吧。立刻让我精神起来。

Photoshoot in SST’s new flagship store!

在旗舰店里面拍照

For the official pictures from the interview, watch out for the next issue of Oriental Sunday Magazine!

要看在这里拍出来的照片，记得留意下一期的Oriental Sunday杂志咯。

Updates on how the grand opening goes soon~ *muah*

*edit*

A few weeks ago, Suki sent me a link on msn:

几个礼拜之前，suki在MSN上发给了我一个链接

http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kw=%D6%A3%D0%C0%D2%CB

a group of devoted fans opened a “web bar” for me! *teehee* You guys are SO AWESOME! There are pictures and articles in there that I don’t even know about~ guahaha!

我的粉丝们为我开了一个贴吧呢！嘻嘻，你们真的好棒，我看了很多很多连我自己都没看过的新闻和图片。

My fans are AMAZING! – dearest 心意 (fans of 欣宜 call themselves 心意), I will update more often for your sake! *muah*

我的FANS是很了不起的，最亲爱的心意（欣宜的FANS叫自己做心意），我会为了你们更勤快的更新的。亲~~

This is the “I’M AMAZING” pose. Hahaha~ EVERYONE POST PICTURES OF URSELF DOING THIS POSE!

Please note: the tight self-hug, the kissy-lips, the squinted

       This past year has gone by SO FAST. It’s felt like I’ve wasted an entire year of my life doing nothing! Three hundred sixty five days in a year… so that means I’ve been given at least three hundred sixty five chances to make a difference. I, of all people, should realize that life is a very delicate gift and it can very easily be taken away from you. I’m always a strong believer of making the best of every single moment… and as much as I preach it, I don’t do a very good job at applying it. Hmm…

过去的一年真是过得飞快啊。我好像觉得自己一年什么都没做，365天，那意味着我至少浪费了365个机会去尝试一些不同的东西。我觉得生命真的是脆弱而又容易流逝的。我是一个信奉“活在当下”的人，觉得每时每刻都很重要。我虽然老是这么说，但是做的却远远不够。

       Remember how I said I was going to keep my blogs as real as possible? Well, here’s a reality not a lot of other people like to face: even artists have bad days… I’m having a bad day =( I’m gonna write a poem about my bad day.

还记得么，我说要尽量保持我BLOG的真实性。但是，但是还是很多人不能接受艺人也会不开心呢。我今天心情就不好，我要为我灰色的一天写一首诗。

A Verse for Bad Days – Joyce Cheng

郁闷日之诗---郑欣宜

I feel blue – smelly shoe.

我心情很沮丧，就像闻到脚臭一样；

Sunny day but no hoorays.

阳光充沛却无法将我心照亮；

New Year’s here, but I don’t cheer.

新年来临，带不来好的心情

Avoid the crowds, furrow my brow.

躲开喧闹的人群，躲不开皱纹爬过我的眉心；

Do you know why I have no smile?

你知道为什么我不开心？

Cuz I feel blue – smelly shoe.

那就是因为我心情沮丧，就像闻到脚臭一样

（suki：翻译英文诗是全世界最痛苦的事情，要保持韵律又要兼顾诗意，翻得不好，请大家不要骂我。我恨joyce~~）

Hahaha… ok, I feel better now after writing that ridiculous poem. Have you ever had one of those days… where nothing’s ACTUALLY gone wrong, but you just feel glum? like you look at people, but you don’t really see them? You’re able to have meaningless, mundane conversations with people, but you’re not really there? You’ve had a good nights sleep, but your body’s way tired n u just wanna draw the curtains n go back to bed? Sounds like I’m having major hormonal mood swings or sumthing~ hahaha… don’t worry all, I’m not going through menopause yet.

哈哈，写完歪诗，我感觉好多了。你们会不会也曾经有很低落的一天呢？也没有什么很糟糕的事情发生，但是莫名其妙就是郁闷。就好像你明明面对着一个人，但是眼睛里根本没有他；你和一堆无聊的人嘻嘻哈哈，虚与委蛇，但是心早就不在那里了；你明明睡得很好，但就是全身疲惫只想裹着被子大睡一场。可能我最近荷尔蒙分泌过剩吧，哈哈哈，别担心啦，我应该还没到更年期。

Anyway, I think part of the reason why I’m so “wutever” today is cuz everyone’s been asking me what I’m gonna be doing for New Year’s Eve, but besides the obvious (counting down with mother), I actually have no plans at all. I’m losing my enthusiasm for fun! I’m turning into an AUNTIE – AND I’M ONLY TWENTY! *ahhh* =P

好了，我想今天会郁闷的部分原因可能是每个人都在问我新年怎么过，除了一定要和妈妈一起倒数以外，我根本还没有别的计划呢。我好像一点狂欢的激情都没有，难道我就要变成一个大婶了吗？我才20岁呀。啊啊啊啊！ =P

Pictures from Christmas Day~（圣诞节的照片）

Sorry… no make up ><” mom’s a good photographer! =P

不好意思，素颜照。><”妈妈是一个不错的摄影师哦。=P

 This Christmas Eve was a very special one… cause this was the first time I had ever attempted to prepare a full meal for more than four people! Mom, my two friends from highschool and I devoured a delectable meal all prepared by yours truly tonite.

 这是一个很特别的圣诞夜，因为这是我第一次为超过4个人准备一餐食物。我，妈咪还有我两个高中时代的好友一起享受了一顿美味的晚餐。

For starters I made a homemade Artichoke and Spinach dip and served it warm with organic tortilla chips (so fattening… but if xmas isn’t the time to indulge, when is? My favourite of the night). The main course was the most tricky for me because I had never done it before: I prepared Lemon Rosemary Chicken (slow roasted to PERFECTION!) with a side of roasted yams and carrots. The chicken surprisingly more moist than I thought it would be (organic chickens tend to be tougher, dryer)… the only thing I would change about it the next time I make this dish again, is I’d add more salt next time! And finally, I made what Allrecipes.com calls an “Irish Champ” (this was mom’s favourite). The Irish Champ was basically traditional mashed potatoes with minced green onion thrown in. I decided to leave out the dessert part cuz the dip itself is quite rich. We opened a bottle of organic red wine (gift from my cousin) and toasted each other to a merry and healthy Christmas and New Year!

一开始，我制作了佳酿洋蓟和菠菜酱汁和有机玉米饼（热量好高……但如果连圣诞夜都不放纵一下，还有什么时候可以？今晚我的最爱）主菜是对我来说最难搞定的一道菜，应为我之前从没做过，我准备礼物柠檬鸡（慢烤，以臻完善！），一边放上烤土豆和胡萝卜。鸡出乎意料的多汁（有机鸡肉一向又硬又干）……有一样在下回我再做这道菜需要改进的地方是，多加一些盐！最后，我做了一个在Allrecipes.com上被称做“Irish Champ”的菜（这道菜是妈咪的最爱）。“Irish Champ”基本是传统土豆加上绿色洋葱。我决定忽略甜品部分因为整个晚餐很丰富。我们打开一罐有机红酒（我表姐给我的礼物），并相互祝贺欢乐而健康的圣诞节和新年。

I wish I had taken better pictures of my food =( it looked better in real life *cry*

 我真希望把我做的食物拍的更漂亮些，其实比照片上好多了。

Finally, I would like to share with you an excerpt of one of my favourite Christmas songs~

 最后，我很愿意与大家分享我最喜爱的圣诞之歌。

No matter what your religion, I hope you enjoy the season and have a wonderful new year! May you find love and peace in your hearts and may you be blessed with health and prosperity in the New Year!

无论你的信仰是什么，我希望你能享受这个季节并且有一个很棒的新年！祝愿你能在新的一年里找到你心中的爱和平静，希望你健康富足。

Dear all,

This Christmas Eve was a very special one… cause this was the first time I had ever attempted to prepare a full meal for more than four people! Mom, my two friends from highschool and I devoured a delectable meal all prepared by yours truly tonite.

For starters I made a homemade Artichoke and Spinach dip and served it warm with organic tortilla chips (so fattening… but if xmas isn’t the time to indulge, when is? My favourite of the night). The main course was the most tricky for me because I had never done it before: I prepared Lemon Rosemary Chicken (slow roasted to PERFECTION!) with a side of roasted yams and carrots. The chicken surprisingly more moist than I thought it would be (organic chickens tend to be tougher, dryer)… the only thing I would change about it the next time I make this dish again, is I’d add more salt next time! And finally, I made what Allrecipes.com calls an “Irish Champ” (this was mom’s favourite). The Irish Champ was basically traditional mashed potatoes with minced green onion thrown in. I decided to leave out the dessert part cuz the dip itself is quite rich. We opened a bottle of organic red wine (gift from my cousin) and toasted each other to a merry and healthy Christmas and New Year!

I wish I had taken better pictures of my food =( it looked better in real life *cry*

Finally, I would like to share with you an excerpt of one of my favourite Christmas songs~

*insert video*

No matter what your religion, I hope you enjoy the season and have a wonderful new year! May you find love and peace in your hearts and may you be blessed with health and prosperity in the New Year!