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與其看別人的故事,不如說說自己的。我聽著我最喜歡的王菲的《愛與痛的邊緣》和《給自己的情書》,試圖尽量用客观的角度来说一个客观的故事,在这个故事里,有一份模糊的感情,有一份至死不渝的友情,有一份伤痛的蜕化。
这个故事最长在2个月后也就会有一个结果。无论结果如何,我都会把这篇日志公开,本来打算有所结果时再写,但是,我想无论结果如何,心情可能都不同了吧。
从开头说起,自从我在LN参加HALL CAMP的第一天,组爸里就有一个M,第一次,以后,他都会时不时问我:PEGGY 你怎么样?觉得还好吗?....你会偶然夸奖我一句。第一眼见到你时,我的感觉是,他在香港人中算高,也还算帅吧,深沉,冷静,但很关心人。曾经戏虐地YY过一下。3天的CAMP很快结束了,最后一天水战的时候,他没有任何不自然地背起我,我动过一下,但是有一个巨大的现实摆在面前,半年,距离。这两个现实到现在都是障碍,如果注定结局渺茫,你会选择开始吗?
这种YY的心思,在自我打压下,我告诉自己,在LN,好好地玩,不要开始,我选择不要。但是之后的RE-U ,每一次见到他,似乎这种情绪都会波动一下。当QIQI,一个ABC的女孩来我的屋里跟我叙说了一夜她在香港的感情
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i am always afraid that going to america is a
mistake
even now i can do everything for it
but do u know how i feel about it
shock
i really have no idea if i can not go abroad
everthing about money future university
j just want to plan
just do the regualr thing
what is more about the GRE
may be the next big challenege
first i can not deal with
can i get the 114 points>
probably it is impossibe
but 100 points is necessary
NECESSARY!
can i ?
sometimes i really feel crash out
if sometime it bombs out
also and the second point
computer skills
how to deal with the time
and the love
where is my lover
maybe
i like this position
do what more i can
is the most thing now i can do
active
abnormal
the god ,
wis
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