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與其看別人的故事,不如說說自己的。我聽著我最喜歡的王菲的《愛與痛的邊緣》和《給自己的情書》,試圖尽量用客观的角度来说一个客观的故事,在这个故事里,有一份模糊的感情,有一份至死不渝的友情,有一份伤痛的蜕化。

这个故事最长在2个月后也就会有一个结果。无论结果如何,我都会把这篇日志公开,本来打算有所结果时再写,但是,我想无论结果如何,心情可能都不同了吧。

从开头说起,自从我在LN参加HALL CAMP的第一天,组爸里就有一个M,第一次,以后,他都会时不时问我:PEGGY 你怎么样?觉得还好吗?....你会偶然夸奖我一句。第一眼见到你时,我的感觉是,他在香港人中算高,也还算帅吧,深沉,冷静,但很关心人。曾经戏虐地YY过一下。3天的CAMP很快结束了,最后一天水战的时候,他没有任何不自然地背起我,我动过一下,但是有一个巨大的现实摆在面前,半年,距离。这两个现实到现在都是障碍,如果注定结局渺茫,你会选择开始吗?

这种YY的心思,在自我打压下,我告诉自己,在LN,好好地玩,不要开始,我选择不要。但是之后的RE-U ,每一次见到他,似乎这种情绪都会波动一下。当QIQI,一个ABC的女孩来我的屋里跟我叙说了一夜她在香港的感情

go into crazy state(2008-08-04 01:13)
 these days i have got into chaos state ,every night i cannot help finding something to eat,even though i have known there is nothing else to eat,i will still open the fright to find,ice cream,noodle,even just with the vingar,sauce,i also to finish it.what the hell am i?! i do not feel hungry any more any moment ,after eating ,i  regret so much to shoot my cookies,drinke more teas  ,to defecate more times ,oh ,not all these can not be any of use to control the gain of my avoirdupois,i guarantee tomorrow i will do the apple diet ,but the tomorrow has gone near ten days,gee!!what can i do~my stomach will be bad ,but the weigh won't be better,what the hell can i do ~ 
 so long the time that i haven't come here to write sth that is not because there is nothing to remeber,but i have soooo  much punch of trouble these days. at fist today is our dorm day to celebrate, i may the beer, babocue chicken, ok ,they do not come back anymore, so that else? there comes to no electric! I has to ask her to come back for the electric card is in her hand,she didn't tell me that she was in downtown, then, you know, she came back to send the card ,we all chaos!only can use the word to describe it, i guessed the 18th May, will be a happy and unforgetale day, acutelly,it's unforgetable,but terrible,the only thing may be a little delight is i got the volunteer card to be a part of it ,if it goes smoothly ,i believe i will get much from it ,oh, i forgot another sad things i can't check out from my dad's cash card ,shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i believe i will get more lucky instead!!
 
so  that's the life(2008-04-30 16:35)
 so that's the life,no matter what you want,it just go as its own way
i really don't know why there were so many trouble things happening this time i came back,espacially when my mobilephone has gone with the wind ,espacially when Lance went back to the U.S,i felt so lose that, losing the U608 that makes me lose so much memory,but leave with Lance ,i do not know to say what,at the leaving time he gave me a deep hug at the airport,to the joy,i really felt the muscle on his back~but,frankly,the guy,maybe just he, or the original guys all like him,attracts me deeply.  the time flies so fast then i will meet him,meet my dream soon~~
  remember, you promise ,the  American guys~~~~~
 if it is just an emotion
 no matter it is detesting or liking
 i hope each one can be die away when i wake up
 i really suppose i am so anthomaniac sometime
 it may cause a heap of reansonless actions
for instance now how urgent i wanna know his name
what a dream i look forward to acquaint him
as a matter of fact,many things is just my own wishful thinking
i will come back(2008-04-23 22:25)
 i will come back sooner or later
 today i have been hurt by such a bitch girl
 she alway did such things to look down to others,nearly everyone,
 she is so snooty which make me can not colloquize with her anymore
 even though, we haven't know the final result is
who can go to the US is not determined,it doesn't due to what you have said today
 the god will see what i will do the next 3 years
 the god will know what will hanppen after the next 3 years
 the god says yes it is depend on you
 not others like such a bitch!
 
just a daily ,either(2008-03-24 21:45)
 2008,could  u give me a much more lucks??
 today is such a busy day,maybe seriously it is a terrible day
 so many boring things to do
 nothing is a good news
 simpley
 i have wished to the god
 to hope i can have a good luck life of the rest life
 i am still not sure did he hear it
 did he agree to help me
 i am so small in the world
 i just want to be a little lucky
 

i am always afraid that going to america is a mistake
even now i can do everything for it
but do u know how i feel about it
shock
i really have no idea if i can not go abroad
everthing about money future university
j just want to plan
just do the regualr thing
what is more about the GRE
may be the next big challenege
first i can not deal with  toefl
can i get the 114 points>
probably it is impossibe
but 100 points is necessary
NECESSARY!
can i ?
sometimes i really feel crash out
if sometime it bombs out
also and the second point
computer skills
how to deal with the time

and the love
where is my lover 
maybe  nobody where find my feeling
i like this position
do what more i can
is the most thing now i can do
active
abnormal

the god ,
wis

日记 [2008年01月10日](2008-01-10 21:17)
 
前天.我花了一天时间去请假.最后还是没批准.但我还是冒险跑出来了.就是为了盼望已久的猫!结果还是令我非常兴奋的!现场的效果真的不一样.亲眼看到猫从你身边跑过.听到音乐的震撼!其中竟然有一小段中文版的Memory!发音非常清楚,真令人惊喜!在休息时.猫儿还跑下来和观众玩耍.一个猫竟然把人家的钱包拿过来.拿出里面一沓钱来扇扇子!还有猫吃起来观众喂的巧克力.真的很佩服这些演员.怎么可以歌唱的这么好
很久没有来了(2007-11-21 18:09)
   很久没有写我的博客了,每日无所事事的日子,不知道改记录什么,无聊的时候和朋友们短信联系,得知他们那里都变冷了,似乎只有广州还那么热,就像人的心情还是那么浮躁一样,我还依旧可以短袖,最多冷时穿件长衫,冬天快快就到来了,只有我这里还没有感受到而已,没有四季也不是种快乐的感觉,我还有些企盼下雪的感觉,可在广州,有人会一辈子都没有见到过下雪。
   记得大概还是上周,我还对包子说,我只学英语和数学了,现在,只能说我只听数学课了,回去只学英语了。从高中的惯性来,一致认为数学是非常重要的,可是,现在我却真的不知道我们数学会用来做什么了,我们下学期就会没有数学了,不知道会想念不? 我现在也没有办法听英语课,但是我还在努力的学英语,是在我不愿意怨天尤人,可是,这里的英语课,我真的不知道该吸取什么??恐怕只比高中的无聊啊!但是我真的还在努力的学英语,如果我连英语都不学,我想我的大学就不用上了。只能说,我的前十八年大部分英语是为考试而学,后面的,我希望是为自己而学,今天我还背了crab螃蟹,leek葱,garlic大蒜~~(郎又要鄙视我都是吃的了)
    也许大