感觉最近情绪很不稳定，唉

 看不到自己纯洁透明的眼神

 想不到要想的东西

 有种喘不过气的感觉

 有种逃避的想法

 为什么我不能过幸福生活

 为什么不能按自己的想法生活

 人家说不是被生活强奸就是享受强奸

 现在的感觉是什么

 好累

 无力的走着

 无力的睁开双眼

 心却早已飞到那里

 怎么办

 我喜欢自己振作精神的样子

 可是却没有了

 累

 累

 想

 想

这是我的低谷期吧

好好睡几天

希望一切过去

有时感觉真怕坚持不住要退缩了

真的，我不想，可我好怕

我又不舍

我有点想不明白了

Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games

The opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games was held on 8th, August, 2008. It was really a great time. Around 7:00 A.M. I just woke up and looked browse all the video websites in Chinese, but I found there was no any websites allowed to play this video. I was so sad at that time. However, I found the SopCast on line. That is software for watching some channels in Chinese. Then about 9:00 I started to watch the Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games. About 10:00 I saw Yao ming just was walking with Chinese flag who was wearing a red suit. I was so happy to see them. The tears just came out. Unfortunately, I was called to work. Anyway I missed the important time.  Whatever, money is more important for me. At 6:30 on NBC started to play that ceremony again. I was so excited. When I heard “all the people stand please, sing the national anthem of China”. I feel so proud be a Chinese at that time. All over the world were watching at China, and all the people can listen that song. It’s really a wonderful thing for me.

Also the director Zhang he is so amazing. No, I should say all the Chinese are amazing. Although a lot of things happened in 2008, we cried, got hurts, we are more encouraged, more solidarity, more lovely. So China I love you.

Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games

The opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games was held on 8th, August, 2008. It was really a great time. Around 7:00 A.M. I just woke up and looked browse all the video websites in Chinese, but I found there was no any websites allowed to play this video. I was so sad at that time. However, I found the SopCast on line. That is software for watching some channels in Chinese. Then about 9:00 I started to watch the Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games. About 10:00 I saw Yao ming just was walking with Chinese flag who was wearing a red suit. I was so happy to see them. The tears just came out. Unfortunately, I was called to work. Anyway I missed the important time.  Whatever, money is more important for me. At 6:30 on NBC started to play that ceremony again. I was so excited. When I heard “all the people stand please, sing the national anthem of China”. I feel so proud be a Chinese at that time. All over the world were watching at China, and all the people can listen that song. It’s really a wonderful thing for me.

Also the director Zhang he is so amazing. No, I should say all the Chinese are amazing. Although a lot of things happened in 2008, we cried, got hurts, we are more encouraged, more solidarity, more lovely. So China I love you.

Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games

The opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games was held on 8th, August, 2008. It was really a great time. Around 7:00 A.M. I just woke up and looked browse all the video websites in Chinese, but I found there was no any websites allowed to play this video. I was so sad at that time. However, I found the SopCast on line. That is software for watching some channels in Chinese. Then about 9:00 I started to watch the Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games. About 10:00 I saw Yao ming just was walking with Chinese flag who was wearing a red suit. I was so happy to see them. The tears just came out. Unfortunately, I was called to work. Anyway I missed the important time.  Whatever, money is more important for me. At 6:30 on NBC started to play that ceremony again. I was so excited. When I heard “all the people stand please, sing the national anthem of China”. I feel so proud be a Chinese at that time. All over the world were watching at China, and all the people can listen that song. It’s really a wonderful thing for me.

Also the director Zhang he is so amazing. No, I should say all the Chinese are amazing. Although a lot of things happened in 2008, we cried, got hurts, we are more encouraged, more solidarity, more lovely. So China I love you.

Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games

The opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games was held on 8th, August, 2008. It was really a great time. Around 7:00 A.M. I just woke up and looked browse all the video websites in Chinese, but I found there was no any websites allowed to play this video. I was so sad at that time. However, I found the SopCast on line. That is software for watching some channels in Chinese. Then about 9:00 I started to watch the Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games. About 10:00 I saw Yao ming just was walking with Chinese flag who was wearing a red suit. I was so happy to see them. The tears just came out. Unfortunately, I was called to work. Anyway I missed the important time.  Whatever, money is more important for me. At 6:30 on NBC started to play that ceremony again. I was so excited. When I heard “all the people stand please, sing the national anthem of China”. I feel so proud be a Chinese at that time. All over the world were watching at China, and all the people can listen that song. It’s really a wonderful thing for me.

Also the director Zhang he is so amazing. No, I should say all the Chinese are amazing. Although a lot of things happened in 2008, we cried, got hurts, we are more encouraged, more solidarity, more lovely. So China I love you.

Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games

The opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games was held on 8th, August, 2008. It was really a great time. Around 7:00 A.M. I just woke up and looked browse all the video websites in Chinese, but I found there was no any websites allowed to play this video. I was so sad at that time. However, I found the SopCast on line. That is software for watching some channels in Chinese. Then about 9:00 I started to watch the Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games. About 10:00 I saw Yao ming just was walking with Chinese flag who was wearing a red suit. I was so happy to see them. The tears just came out. Unfortunately, I was called to work. Anyway I missed the important time.  Whatever, money is more important for me. At 6:30 on NBC started to play that ceremony again. I was so excited. When I heard “all the people stand please, sing the national anthem of China”. I feel so proud be a Chinese at that time. All over the world were watching at China, and all the people can listen that song. It’s really a wonderful thing for me.

Also the director Zhang he is so amazing. No, I should say all the Chinese are amazing. Although a lot of things happened in 2008, we cried, got hurts, we are more encouraged, more solidarity, more lovely. So China I love you.

推荐一个好的软件看奥运，早上七点就起来了找了一个半小时才找到

好多网站都不能看，不知道为什么国外的网全被关了。

不过找到这个sopcast下载这个进东方卫视就或湖南卫视就可以看，相当不错。

好久没更新了，贴几张照片吧