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今晚我终于走出了多日的阴霾。

自从到淮海中路onsite后，物欲急剧增涨。看着周围的人，拿着高薪，动不动出国出差几个月，买火车票都要高铁软卧或者干脆坐飞机，想想我们都是干着一样的活，为什么他们公司机会那么好，待遇这么高。再加上这个地带是城市最繁华的地方，随处可见的高档消费品，看多了多少有些心理失衡。我渐渐地对目前的薪资滋生了不满，摇摆不定。

可是说实在的，我确实还嫩着点，羽翼不是特别丰满。在这里虽然待遇不高，但是还在朝着自己期望的方向慢慢成长，部门经理也想要把我培养成项目管理人才。抛去薪资待遇，其他方面我还算满意，做的也挺顺心。

我一毕业就进了这家公司，

毕业到现在，有两年时间了，记不清这段时间里发生的点点滴滴。总之，生活就是个很现实的东西，没有时间抒情，没有精力写意。在这个快节奏的城市生存，没有观众也没有心思看别人。有时候觉得生活很干瘪，有时候又不得不务实。看士兵突击，觉得自己像里边的成才，目的性很强；又像里边的许三多，思想简单，只想做有意义的事。有时候在想自己应该是个思想细腻，善良包容的人，无意间却发现自己多了些冷漠和少了些忍耐。

Today we have a team building，go to yuanshen stadium to play bowling.

At first, I didn't know how to play bowling,cause i haven't played it before. My colleagues taught me how to deal with it. And let me practice more. I just made it, felt very well.

After that,we had pizza and some drink. Our DM take some customers to join us. As we had enough joy,and we knew our DM took more care of customers 'feeling and the success of the project, so we let them play first.

Dalang(i can't remember his full name,it's too long) took some photos for us,cause i don't have his cont

Today I go to Pudong International Airport to meet my brother，he is going to Texas攻读post doctorate.

In order to have a better hosipitality,before we go there I inquire about airport environment to colleagues.I want to let him see that i grew up and have a good start outside.

when I saw my brother at the airport,he said he gets excess baggage,and give me two books on data mining which i also need.

After that,we en

每当我失去一天，心里更多困惑

是否生活丢了些许颜色

总有夜路独行的恐惧

幻想别人不会完全替代和抵挡

欲言又止的苦衷

面对世界也不愿面对自己

想平凡不设防，直落谷底

要勇敢，所有得到换不来内心喜悦

我明白自己控制不了航向

    公司的Quarterly meeting提前召开了，据说公司的董事长Murthy要来中国inspect，所以要求我们周五也要按dress code的要求Dress uniform。

    Indian's name is

18：10 张江地铁

morning  迟到3分钟 so I should  晚打卡  凑够9小时office hour , including（Dinner time）

I am so exhausted.and Could not help but snooze =_= , But I know that people are miscellaneous

What should I do, I have nothing to do but memori vorton.I should come up to high standard of English

on account of Indians CEO and COO.
My Colleagues' English is powful.have individual ch

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看得清上面的字吗？

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