Thank you,Sun.
When we are in the senior school,you alawys played
jokes on me or teased me.But I admitted I did the same to you.We
didn't feel we were closed friends then.
In the past year,we didn't get in touch
too much.But when I saw you again these days,I
recognized you as a closed friends like Gong,Zhou and
so on.I trusted you more and reslised you much better
recently.Maybe you haven't noticed,but what we talked
when you were given infusion or we were outside
made some effect on me.You helped me realised I
should value the simple things and closed
friends ,and let me know sometimes we should be quite or
do some ordionary things.Or I think it was the result as time
flies,and had no matter with you.But I thank you all the
sam
Now I feel very tired.I'm glad to
find that I want to go to bed.Oh,very thing comes
back to normal.Last night I felt down,I went to bed at
about three o'clock.I felt a little disapponted about something.I
had no passion when doing something.I wasted lots of time.I didn't
know how to spend time on valuable things.
In the morning today,I talked with
keke.Though the things we talked made no sence,I felt much
better. God,thanks for giving keke to me.
Keeping a peace mind while listening to
boundary's light music made me very comfortable.
Tired but relax...
So long an article! Also it's so
long a time since we talked last time.When you are free,phone me
whenever you want.I'm waiting for you all the time.
I'm OK.I don't expect any happy
ending with him now.I feel very funny.When you considered letting
me dream about him,however,I just wanted to get out of that
situation.You are right.I'm so good a girl.I shouldn't limit
myself. I'm very surprised to find you realise me very
very very well.You said what I want to say
but not said.How happy am I to have you!I said
'thinking of him will give me courage',but now I realise that I'm
wrong.He had harmed me.When somebody harmed me,the
first idea striking me is that I must be
better and better. So thinking of him equals thinking of
the pain he gave me.Then I will force myself to make effort to
complete something.(I think you can f
You always makes me feel better.
Last Sunday, one of my friends slept over. She is the first one
slept over in my house. Even though back in China, I couldn't think
of a person came over to my house and stay though a night.
I watched Ratatuille(I have no idea how to spell it) with
Nancy(honey i think you should learn my friends' name from now
on^^)and we went to an American restaurant. I used to look down on
them, but I began to change my mind. That was not my first time,
but I think this one fits me. Plus, I have to say that, the Chinese
restaurant sucks a lot. I will wait until I go back and enjoy the
real Chinese food.
Another group of friends asked me to watch movie at the same day, I
went there with them at 6 o clock. We saw Transformers. It
was a good movie, but too long for me, I kind of fell asleep in the
end. After the movie, she just drove us around. We were going to
Starbucks, but they closed as soon as we got there. I like
Starbucks, they takes the
I feel empty now...I know you can understand me
.We always feel up and down again and again.
I should be better to myself.So,I'll turn off the
computer and go to bed.
A new tomorrow is waiting for me...
Yesterday is a happy
day.But I cry for him again...
On the way to the KTV,Sun rode my electrical
bike and when we talked something ahout boyfriend or girlfriend,I
thought of him.As a Chinese sentence said,'when you drunk,you'll
speak out the inner words.'Yes,at that moment I didn't pretended to
be nothing.I just cryed.Hair covered my face,tears filled my eyes
and flew down...
I could't understand why I expected nothing with
him,but I always smiled or cryed for him.I know we have no
future.But when I wanted to give up doing something,thingking of
him will give me courage and strength.He indeed is my angel
who or whose image will exist when I felt bad.Maybe I still need
some time...
Keke,don't laugh at me.Don't look down upon me.I just
want to tell you,you may critcize me.But that's ture.I just want
you know.
Don't be worried.I just got used to the
feeling.I'
Yesterday,I attended a party held for our Grade3 Class1
schoolmates.Before the party ,I thought of many things of my
friends in the past.In the party,we drunk a lot.Sun and Liu had
decided to make me drunk.They found a lot of pretexts to drink with
me.I drunk a glass,while they drunk a bottle.At last,they were
drunk first. But I'm very very happy and excited.
Because of drinking too much,I felt very bad and
dizzy in the afternoon.It's the first time I vomitted.A bottle of
greentea helped me come to life.
In the evening I ate with a friend who always
debated with me.Then we walked around and talked a lot.In the peace
night,we felt go-as-you-please and relax.
What a happy day!I'll value it forever...
Life is good everyday.Having a
peace ,grateful and pure mind,we'll experence that life is
good.
My dear,I don't know who is he.But I know you have a
firm faith ,a wonderful dream and a clear goal.Your faith is to be
an outstanding person. Your dream is to have a rich ,happy and free
life with your lovers,me and your Mr.Right.Recently ,your goal is
to be admitted by University of Virginia.I don't know whether they
are right.At least I'think so.
And say again.we are poor in money,but we are rich in
feelings.We have each other.I love you ,my dear.Now we are on the
way,the way to our rich happy and free life.There are many kinds of
people in the world.Don't be disappointed by others.Cheer up.The
best thing for us now is to be happy,peace and brave.Come on.Many
things is waiting for us.on the way...to the brighter
future.
I know your feeling,deeply and
clear.Sometimes I a
Life was good yesterday, he was good too.
Life is disappointed today, I am disappointed by him.
I don't know how life will be tomorrow, I am too scared to think
of.
They say I don't have a faith, so I am so empty.
I believe them, because that's true.
I don't have any faith, I don't have dream. I don't even have a
goal.
I went to their house today. Same as others.
Big, neat, pretty. I shame of poor, and I am poor.
Everything will come back to normal tomorrow.
At this point this time. I am depressed.
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