have you ever loved somebody so much
it makes you cry
你可曾爱一个人爱到想哭过？
have you ever needed something so bad
you can t sleep at night
你可曾想要一样东西想到晚上睡不着？
have you ever tried to find the words
but they don t come out right
你可曾想要说话可怎么也说不出口？
have you ever
你可曾经历过？
have you ever
你可曾经历过？
have you ever been in love
been in love so bad
你可曾爱过？深深地爱过？
you d do anything
to make them understand

你愿意做任何事让他知道
have you ever had someone
steal your heart away

你可曾被某人把你的心偷走了？
you d give anything
to make them feel the same
你愿意做任何事情也让他有一样的感觉？
have you ever searched for words
to get you in their heart
你可曾想说些什么让他记住你，
but you don t know what to say
可就是不知道

当那一刻电梯不停的报警可就是不开门也不动的时候，我突然感到了恐惧的滋味。当然，它不动还是好的，突然电梯轻轻晃动了两面三刀下，我真是，眼泪立刻就下来了。我很害怕。电梯最后还是开了，我们都有没事。但是我真的觉得自己很不值，如果就那样死在电梯里。

上班了，长大了。需要能承担更多的压力。包括面对生死的考验。

躲在卫生间里哭了好久。也许是因为害怕吧。我也不知道。

生命究竟是什么？昨晚跑步时一只小虫飞进我的眼睛，死了。是只可爱的小小的绿虫子。我有种负罪感,它的生命才刚刚开始吧?那样的短暂!在时间的眼里,我们每个人的生命又何尝不是一瞬间呢?

The first time I was trapped in an elevator in 18th floor.i was scared,I though I would die. 

农行应该去上个EPR再做个ITIL认证！

一直觉得学校的工行效率低，去农行汇了一次钱才知道原来还有这么原始的地方！一切都是手工的。我本来就是给人家送钱的，心情已经很糟糕了，还要排那么长的队,等那么久!而且是一次一次的重新排队。

昨天的果然没汇过去，今天又去了一次，昨天的40块手续费白交了。

我希望今生今世都不要再踏进那个地方半步了。

大概是我命中属水，遇到土就挂了。连银行也不能去跟土有关的农业银行。

昨天是个不好的日子。

今天也不好。

以后离开北航了，就再也没有好日子了。

我会想念这里的操场，还有这里的人。

直到现在我才知道'我是多么爱你啊,我的北航!'

There is a good new and a bad one. Sophia signed her job, congratulations! Well, the company provides accommodation. So you may guess the bad new is we can not live together!

Then a question pops up in my head. Why should I remain in Beijing then? It is ridiculous that the only reason I choose my job is who I can live with. I don’t wanna go Shenzhen just because I don’t wanna live alone. I’d rather go back to my hometown to live with my parents but they don’t want me and kicked me out. So I thought as least I could remain in Beijing with my best friends. Oh, my god! If you really are a girl, please tell me what will you want me to do? I am not wise enough.

I am a girl with really bad memory. I even thought that I may have long memory lost! I can’t r

I spent the weekend in Sara’s new flat as the beginning of my career as a geomantic master. I should say that I really love it. Sara is born to be a nice housekeeper. That small room was refreshed by her-very comfortable! All I did the whole night was sitting in front of the TV complaining the bad candidates in the Talent show. That guy sucked! I knew a man can be JiaBaoyu, but he will not do that .I guess he may prefer to be Zhang Wuji. We made Facial mask by many valuable things. We made 10-rice porridge and at last lay on bed talking and talking until mid night. Girls always have the ability to make life interesting. It is nice to have a place of one’s own. Wait another 3 months, Sophia and I will have a lovely one, too. Only she will furniture it and I totally trust her. 

Sara is always so sensible while I an always emotive. Again we talked about my working problem.

“If you just pick up a bad job in Beijng, I suggest

自从周一开始决定搬家之后，我的生活就变得一团糟。我简直是在崩溃的边缘徘徊。谢谢上天起码还把最好的朋友留给了我。谢谢我亲爱的梁喜！

Everything went wrong when I began to move my dorm! I had to leave NO.2 dorm and split with Sara. Moving is more cat-and-mouse than interview. Not only feeling tired and also frustrated! My advisor scolded me because of my uncompleted paper. I must admit that I did nothing on it at all. Then during supper, I suddenly dropped tears. Then I cried for a long long time. I felt heart-broken or something important inside my body got lost. But I did not know why. Why I was so unhappy? Am I the most optimistic cat in the world? At least used to be. The world crashed in front of me, so sudden!

But what I always believe is still true! My god will not desert me. Yes, Sophia was with me all the time! Thank you so much for ever

一整天的群殴！我可以去死了吗？

I almost did not take any sleep last night because of my bad coughing.I left campus at 6:30,and arrived at my dorm at 7:30.

Unluckily,I couldn't find aNo.735,so I took a taxi.And the worst thing was I was cheated by the driver.It cost me 51 RMB.

doubale A's 'Getting to know u more'is realy 'Getting to torture u more',I swear.God!I infected my group members cold,too.We built a 'Poor house'to demonstrated the high housing price of Beijing.We got 100 for the house but it cost 129.So we only got -29!Then I suddenly realized that the best way to win was to just build a small house-as small as possible! 

The games were interesting.Especially the 'spider net',I couldn't imagine that 9 of us passed it successfully. But,I just felt so tired!i wanna sleep until next year!Good night!

一年没写过日记了，忘了密码，只好再申请一个新的了。g开张大吉!

来到sina，我的名字wangxiangmao竟然已经被人占了!谁能告诉我怎么样找到那个人？

Ever since I arrived Beijng from Harbin,I got sick,and sicker and sickerand sicker...
This morning ,when I got up only to fond that I lost my voice!So I ran to the nearest drugstore,the salespeople were quite fervent.I pointed at my throat and she gave me 2 boxes of pills.Those cost 50!My god!

Then I chew my pills withou water in order to make them the best use!But,it was Bitter and bitter and hideously bitter!!
Then I was reading the manual ,I was shocked that the pills were completely wrong for me.If I took the pill,I wouold not get well but get pneumonia.
The most difficult thing was to explain to their boss that I wanted to return that pills.

But I really achieved the goal.It is not a wate of time when I spent so muc