有时觉得挺奇怪,心灵总会有一种想要寻找的渴求,书会给一些慰济,特别是小说,有时会感觉是短暂的,像是饮鸩止渴,但总好过没有。对于书是知识的来源,我不能全然的认同,对我来说,我总想在其间找到我希望与自己内心深处的真实达到共鸣的东西,从而更好的找到一种诉求和探寻的力量。人总是在内心的渴望真实和外在的寻求社会认同中试图达到一种平衡,可能别人会对你的努力认可,可是自己总是对这一点不满意,就像此时我只想给自己写下一些东西,内心会多一些平静。
挺长时间没写过东西了,都不知道会不会写了,只是这些日子会有一些感受。一天天过去,好像生活的平静感越来越多,没有过多的抱负,也没有过多的不平,仿佛生活这样是最好的本真。以前的时候,心情悸动的时候会占很大的比重,心情有时会有澎湃,觉得世界由我们去闯并且去开创是有使命感在里面。但现在看来并不是那么回事。看过一本书,书上说周围的世界如果是一个城堡的话,我们所有的人或许面临两种选择,一种选择是我们只需把自己磨成一快四方四正的砖即可,另一种选择是让自己不规则,经过磨砺成为建筑物上醒目的明珠。后面的选择太难,所以大多数人会选择前者,这样会有更多的平静与认可。这几天,我总是早起,清晨本冷不热恰恰好,在小区里漫步会有不一样的感觉,朝阳轻抚,心情也像晨风拂过一样,一切都是新的,特别是树和草,有时会感谢人生,让我可以享受这一切。
The Kite Runer(2009-01-09 16:43)
Recently,I have read a English novel “The Kite
Runer”,It is very famous in modern literature. The author of the novel
is a American immigrated from Afghanistan.The story is about a man with his friend who
also is his halfbrother. So many things have happened during
childhood. They has good relationship at first,but He do something
that making him feel guilt,because he can’t protect his friend. So
he drived out his friend.Because the war he and his father
immigrated to American and several years later after his graduate
from college,he became a writer. After the war ,His father’s friend
send the message
it is long time(2008-09-23 17:39)
It is long time that i have not come here and to say
something.Recently in my freetime i always read English novel Harry
Potter.It is nice story and i can understand most of the novel.
congratulation. It seems that insist studing is a very important
thing.Just read something that write in english you will
improve.
读村上春树的《挪威的森林》有感(2008-08-07 10:48)
村上春树的作品是我这几天第一次读到,以前的时候从没看过任何一本日本的文学作品,可能总有一些内心的隔膜在里面。偶然有一次听有人提起来说如何如何的好也能抑制想看的冲动,或许也是内心的一种不愿意接受的东西在作怪。这些天闲来无事可做,再加上下载的英文小说也有点难,总是不太看懂,所以想在看看中文小说,外国文学的译本也行,于是就想到了村上春树。
初翻开《挪威森林》便被那随意而感伤的又略有孤独感的语句所吸引.主人公青春的落寂,对人生和爱情的渴望和迷茫都深深的刻在字里行间并且游走,我也跟随着渡边的脚步一步步的去找寻。作品中无时不存在的是死亡的气息,以及对感情的
Recently,There are so many news about WenChuan Earthquake,so
many sad news and i always feel nerves.The earthquake was a
disaster but there are many things we can do and we can make the
people of the area feel warm.
Do you think that you can do
everything,Recently,I always think this question. Maybe,You can.But
you will always feel tired.We want to get everything and want to
everything is easy to do and we want to feel happy anytime. it
seems that is difficult.
人有时候会觉得自己是个奇怪的动物,究竟为什么会这样的反问自己,总是找不到答案。可能在想,明天会有不同。
我们要找寻怎样的不同,我们需要怎样的呐喊,我不知道,或许你也不知道吧。生活好象要载动我们太多的期许和躁动,内心的渴望会不断的撕裂和震动。可是它只是莫名的,我们不知道为什么。时间在一天天的流走,总想去抓住点什么,却无从下手。有时会对自己说平凡也是一种福。
日记 [2007年11月23日](2007-11-23 18:26)
Today,I have finished a novel name 'To
Live',After finish it,I want to say so many things,year by
year,Maybe just live you need be brave to every thing.
just want to write(2007-10-11 23:18)
I think it is time for me to go to bed,but i want
to write something.Recently,it is always cloudy.Sun just appeared
for moment and then was hidden. I like read 'chick soup for the
soul',when i read it i feel peaceful and happy.Everyone need
something that is deeply,warm and sincerely from your friends
and your lover,We should appreciate everything we have
received.