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在日本爆缸后的两个星期，我拒绝了任何的F1消息，也不想看到任何舒马赫三个字。在经历了上海的经典之后，铃鹿的爆缸如梦魇一般缠绕着我。曾经一度想放弃巴西站，因为不想看到Nano挥舞拳头，不想到布里亚拖雷挑衅的眼神，更不忍看到舒米微笑背后的苍凉。然而，无论如何，这是舒米最后的一场比赛，无论悲喜，以后都无法再看到。
昨天晚上，北京时间凌晨1点，我裹着条毯子坐在客厅看完了舒米的最后一场。我几乎是以一种莫名的平静，看完了整场比赛。没有了上海的疯狂，也没有了铃鹿的愕然。从第十位发车，一路超越，爆胎，进站，落后一圈，再一路超越，第四完赛。他的锲而不舍让人感动地想落泪。他36岁，16年的职业生涯，该经历的都经历过，该得到的都得到了。可是，他仍然如当年，从未放弃，即时这是他的绝唱，即时他已经没有了任何机会。
我记得我第一次看舒米的比赛，那是1994年。当时，他开蓝车，他的背后是布里亚拖雷，他的对手是HILL。那年，我不到14岁，舒米25岁。他很霸道，张扬，一如如今的NANO；可是，我还是无可救药地迷恋上这个不帅，却目空一切，执著于胜利甚至不择手段的
Mama how do I begin
To explain this situation we're in
Angels heard the beautiful words
That you prayed
And showed me the way to you
And they knew you were in love
So they sent me down from heaven above
Angels cried and kissed me goodbye
I was long gone This is my song to you
Oh, my song could never be
As sweet as the song you sing to me
Oh, my love could never be
As deep as the love you give to me
When your fingers touch my skin
And you kiss my lips and tickle my chin
I breathe you in, oh Mama I'm where I belong
This is my song to you
Oh, my song could never be
As sweet as the song you sing to me
Oh, my love could never be
As deep as the love you give to me
Oh, one day I will be grown
And I know I'll have a child on my own
Remember me this way, cause some day
I'll be long gone singing my song to you
Oh, my song could neve
To explain this situation we're in
Angels heard the beautiful words
That you prayed
And showed me the way to you
And they knew you were in love
So they sent me down from heaven above
Angels cried and kissed me goodbye
I was long gone This is my song to you
Oh, my song could never be
As sweet as the song you sing to me
Oh, my love could never be
As deep as the love you give to me
When your fingers touch my skin
And you kiss my lips and tickle my chin
I breathe you in, oh Mama I'm where I belong
This is my song to you
Oh, my song could never be
As sweet as the song you sing to me
Oh, my love could never be
As deep as the love you give to me
Oh, one day I will be grown
And I know I'll have a child on my own
Remember me this way, cause some day
I'll be long gone singing my song to you
Oh, my song could neve
偶尔我会问自己能想到的最浪漫的事情是什么；这个问题于我，现在变得很好回答，浪漫的感觉似乎就是跟老公一起看“百家讲坛”。我有一些爱好是会被一般人笑话“清高”的，就比如我喜欢研究历史。对于我来说，看一些历史讲座远比研究化妆品有意思的多。当然，我并不想做什么学术研究，仅仅是我的兴趣而已。这个老公，会跟我说“三国”，会跟我一起通宵看《汉武大帝》，也会跟我聊“二战”……
看一些电影电视，我经常都会哭。我是一个情绪很容易受到感染的人。大学时候，我室友因为奶奶生病而哭，我劝她，劝着劝着我也哭了。别人问我为什么你要哭，我不知道，是当时那种氛围带出来的吧。老公当然不是一个容易哭的人，可是，看《大话西游》的时候，他哭了。《大话西游》这样一部电影，我从来都没有看懂过，我没有笑过，更没有哭过。也许我真的应该好好地看一下这不电影，能和老公一哭也是很浪漫的……
冰场下的她是个如此平凡的东方女孩，身材娇小，脸上的痣也显得过多。可冰上，她真的是无可争议的女王，她的魅力无关于任何的技术难度，那是一种西方的激情和东方的含蓄的完美结合。这样一个女子，十年。二十年之后，我想我们不会看到第二个。
