I have been leaving for a long time away my Blog.

It seemded that I made a mistake!

So,I speak to you and myself:Long time no see,have you been up to?

Literally have no words to say.The boring life is always moving in circles.

I'm still working like a dog and still poor!

Waiting for my doughter's birth is only thing that can make me happy.

Cap and father days,no trick，just innocence!

Wish you happiness,my baby!

Vincent and I took a taxi to stadium of Nanjing Normal University yesterday.The driver is a yong man.The guy told us he only received secondary education.He got the certificate of driving taxi,but he thought it would be a dead-end job if he earned his living on driving taxi.He said he was ready for the test of Tour Guide ID Card,and he wanted to study English.Then he could afford service for foreigners who made a tour of Nanjing.It would be an easy task,and could earn more money.

The guy is a brainy taxi driver,isn't he?

    My wife is 8 weeks pregnant! I don't know how to describe my feelings. I will be a father! It is a big thing,and makes  me happy.But I do not keep my powder dry. Father means obligation ,responsibility,and love.I think it is very hard to me,but I will try my best to do it well.

    Now,I'm waiting for my kid borning!

Say what? I don't know! I haven't any words to speak or to write.

I haven't studied English recently because of my work and my father's illness.I have no idea about work.No surpport!No money!But my boss still required us to do PR's job things.

Perhaps when a man or a woman becomes old,he or she will be chiildish and indocile, and capricious.My father was ill,but he refused to see a doctor.One night,he couldn't bear the pain of sick,he asked my mother to call my sister's husband.My brother -in-law took my father to the hospital on the next morning.

Too hapless things happened!

It sucks!

I knew Xu Gehui from a TV  program  about Teaching English on CCTV on 1992.I forgot the name of the TV program.I only remembered a leading role in that program.It was a bear from outer space,it liked to eat clock.It ate many clocks in the first program.

Xu Gehui was a very young girl at that time!She was just like a sister of my neighbors. Many years intervened before she was a compere of Phoenix Satellite Television. She  became mature and rational,and she was still pretty. 16 years!!! It appears that time didn't leave any imprints on her face.

But I became more older than before!

My friend, Burns Hang's wife left word on my blog.She asked me why wrote only one article in English.Now,I answer the question.That article is only a beginning.I'll write my articles in English.Perhaps these articles will be solecism,or have wrong words.You can piont them,and I'll  correct.

I'll take my girlfriend in marriage.I feel nervous,excited and I'm looking forward to my marriage.I have fallen in love with my grilfriend for 8 years.She gives me her love,her youth.I have no money,no car,no house,but she still recieve me liefly.I don't know how to reciprocate her love.I only devote my whole life to her.

I gonna be a man with wife on Aug 28th,2008.Huh,it's a happy thing,and I think I'm the most  beatific man in the world.

All beatitude for me!!!

I had a cute fish.I named it fat baby!

There are some black spots on its body.
But it died ! 

I bought it last sunday,only 3 days,it had gone with the wind.
I took some photoes for fat baby.

I picked one picture of its  as wallpaper of desktop after its death,as cherishing the memory of it.

    摄影是门艺术！

    从前，总是以为，摄影嘛，就是拍照片啊。把人拍出来了就可以了，所谓的构图，我也看过书，也看过别人拍的片子，我也懂的。

    昨天，和一个朋友去玄武湖拍片子。

    我是个amateur，我那朋友上大学的时候，学的就是摄影。

    我拿着相机，煞有介事的左喀嚓一张，右喀嚓一张。自我感觉，拍的照片构图跟教科书，跟那些专业摄影人士是差不多的。

    等看到朋友拍的片子，四个字：自惭形秽！

    我拍的实在是太差了！

    我拍的照片，呆板、僵化；我朋友拍的生动活泼，灵气十足，将眼前死板的景物变得有生命力！

    那一刻，我突然顿悟：摄影是门艺术！是需要人的思想融入到摄影者所拍摄的人、物中去的。

    也不怕人笑话，奉上我昨天拍的一张照片。砖拍吧！我已有心理准备！

    心里有好多个结

    解不开

    人生是否真的有如此多的不快，压得你透不过气来

    生活难道总是会有许多的无奈，如影随形难以释怀

    痛苦，抑或悲哀

    为何我在黑暗的甬道里

    望不到出口

    看不到未来

    是谁给予爱

    是谁在使坏

    让道路崎岖坎坷

    让命运如此多舛

    让生活如此绝望

    让仅有的快乐在地狱里深埋

    我知道，血泪浇灌不出希望的花朵

    给我伤害

    深深的伤害

    ……

                                悼 念

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