我俨然相信自己是一个漂流者。

     在寻找绿洲的航行中，

     迷失了最初的方向。

     当夜幕来临的时候，

     天边有一轮明月，

     在这湖的清冷中，

     黯淡了年华的赤诚。

     当黑暗笼罩了现实，

     就算是泪也不能洗涤，

     传说中湖有仙子，

     淡出了梦幻的传言。

     黎明时分，

     烟雾中的湖水越发平静，

     虽有早燕四下升降，

     已见岛在不远处现影。

     当清晨的风拨动琴弦，

     湖中岛近乎完美，

     此刻的凝望，

     我相信了它的景致！

     照着一方天涯明示着灿烂。

     远方隐约有一座高山，

     背对着黄土劈开了浅浅一湾。

     远方似乎有一方净土，

     屏蔽喧嚣的同时体悟着孤单。

     远方曾经有一个花园，

     园内上演着四季光阴的明暗。

     远方传说有一个天堂，

     眺望的时候分割了与尘世的纠缠！

       其实也无所谓，

       因为真挚从来都是一种信仰。

       倘若一切都很难解释，

       沉默也需要寻找理由，

       那么好吧，

       有种信仰叫真挚。

       倘若苍穹都可以怀疑，

       那么不要把真挚列入其中，

       因为它只是一种信仰。

       倘若什么事情都发生了，

       什么事情都没有发生，

       那么什么事都不能影响，

       真挚是一种信仰！

      来得不很悲壮，

      不是视死如归的勇气，

      也不是海誓山盟的失落。

     有一种悲伤，

     可以涓涓如泉水，

     汩汩流过羊群的身旁

     轻轻哼着往日的歌。

     有一种悲伤，

     不是针刺的绞痛，

     也不是撕心的悲号。

     或许更像鲜花轻折的惋惜。

     有一种悲伤，

     不可以用流泪来搪塞，

     它是深深院落里的孤鸦，

     习惯地哀鸣！

      不像逝者的微笑一样永恒，

      但也叫人恒久记忆！

     你永远不会明白，

     一个确切的衡量标准，

     它不是一个举动，

     不是一种表情，

     更不是偶然的一句话。

     或许，它是沉默着的思考。

    你永远不会跨进一种境界，

    不是幽幽的山谷，

    不是嘈杂的人海，

    也不是诗情画意的闲适，

    其实，它是一种无法理解的情绪。

    你永远不会懂得一种笑容，

    不是冷冷的嘲笑，

    不是开怀的大笑，

    同样不是痴痴的傻笑。

    然而，它是一种由衷的苦笑。

    转身很华丽，

    没有太多的目光太多的语言，

    只是一个印象深刻的背影。

    模糊里有太多的错误。

    转身的瞬间，

    一切都是空洞的，

    因为所有选择都是幸福！

    Recently，I'm thingking about a question:what is the most need of a person who alive in the world.

     someone answered my guestion,he said that:happiness is the most need.maybe he's right.But how could someone look for happyiness if he or she has no feeling of existence? yeah！This is my status.I found that I was being live in the darkness ,suddenly.Everyone is around in your side,and everyone is missing.We couldn't obtain any care,while we couldn't prevent any person from doing anything,neither.The world likes a joke,you to somebody ,and somebody to you.

    What you find could be believed?maybe nothing.no love,no trueness,no tear, no one . Everyone is in the pursuit of their pursuit of，but couldn't tell others what those are.just like a game:ready go and over.

    Advertisement makes me to be 'open',yeah,opening myself,while closing my heart,no one kowns what the appearance is like.what's the colour,figure and size.Perhaps I have become a paranoid，with no hope to society.Many practical problem expose the evil of human being,too many suspicion are there in the room except music.

   last night ,I remember a voise,MR wen,a voise of existence comes from a song named lie,Maybe everyone have lie to somebody,just like a wisdom said that even if it is a believe that there is a lie in the middle.hehe yeah,I always was a person with suspect,no matter who you are,please recognise self-protection,and forgive me!

    去年的4月23日，罗京来我校开讲座，在一帮没有素质的老师的骗术下，鄙人与这位优秀的主持人未曾谋面……只是后来看了看同学自己拍的视频，心想或许以后有的是机会。

    事情过后，小小遗憾的同时，鄙人除了认清“教师”的面貌外，也着实反省了一下自己的任性程度。或许就应该“服从纪律的……”，因为机会不总会有……

    然而，如今，他也去了，遗憾变成了终身的，着实叫人惋惜。或许在生命的脆弱面前，人又该想想这一辈子都在坚持什么了，事实是不可以改变的，就像你无法抗拒自然一样……人也无需去到五十才方知天命！

    似乎说什么也不能让时光倒流了，如果时间再回到那天下午我一定会做出另一种选择，重点其实并不在于与那些教师破素质针锋相对，因为争执统统是那样的毫无意义，你也未必就如当初所想“捍卫了尊严”，面对时间的指责，或许会有更多的事情叫你抱憾终身！

     此刻我只能说逝者安息了……

     汲取教训的时候，我突然发现我们要对付的敌人是时间，要揽住的朋友是机遇！

    I have written 2 articals in blog in English.The feeling is wonderful .I would be very happy when I finished it,and I'd like to speak Enlish at the same time looking at that little boy's face.It is like the sun of the sky,the fire of the winter,the light of the darkness.Although  he has being a uncle now.

    Yes,from now on, I intend to use English to write all my articles .In spite of that there're some grammar errors,but we must understand everything will have a program,isn't it?

Yeah,I'd like to see the situation that English full of my page,just like that I was looked like a foreigner.haha,just I said the people in the other atmosphere with another mode of thingking. OK.I love my country,I love the world ,either.Every one should be happy person!

    In the past,I just want to pass the English Level examinations always.But now,I think English study is a way that make you could contact with other cultures or somebody in else countries .Although some teachers look down opon that Chinese people spent half the time to learn English:They said that there's no mean to do this kind of things if you don't want to comunicate with foreingners.Yes,maybe it is right.But I don't think so.

    Recently, I was watching foreign films so that I found  the different points between Chinese and foreigners.But I don't want to tell you what it is.If a chinese girl could get marry to a foreigner? Go out of the palce where she lived for 22 years,for the civilisation make her asphyxiation.I do not deny it's great，but I don't like.The people here is all in accordance with a model of life,reflections in accordance with a model in accordance.yeah,no matter what they say or do.

    Every place exists a sort of people they are the so-called hypocrisy.now I don't think it is a naivete question,the intuition blowing out my mind.To my great regret，hypocrite is not what I entangled.I am referring to is a philosophy and the state has been.they like someone's taste of one kind of pie.could you reminds your favourate taste?maybe it is apple?grape?orrange?berry?or something else.haha.let's relax.

   Have you seeing the child on frist page?Yes,it's that big face.In fact that,it is a small face of a litte boy who's only 8-years old .Do you kown who is he?It's my pleasure to tell you his name.yes,your guess is right.he's Mark lester.The leading role of the film which named melody.Have you ever seen this film.Do you like it? I don't think someone in china who could make this film in this time,because of the culture and its impact.At the same time of time make me fascinated, losting a lot of good things ,they are all irreversible……

   It was a good impression，but not immediate.It can not be around me, perhaps some left over from the impact of other cultures.Do you think that I can find it?Maybe you will say congratulations!HAHA,it dosen't matter,listening the foreign music,reading English book already to be my hobby.If I always doing that,what the result will be? yes,my mind will enter the world  that I would like to aspire to.Then how will my English Level?

    Yeah,I would like to make acquaintance of many foreign friends,then get close to my ideal world.Yes,I'm just want to find another form of innocence.So I became to like English.It is one of the most wide range of languages, can be used for my consciousness.and it is a tool of communication,maybe someday you fall in love with a England gentleman like the litte boy's appearance?how to talk with him?yeah,if you good at  English,what will you afraid?Everything would being solved,won't it?

    love English like someone who you love,and like it as a part of your life.