Everything's cool, yeah
It's all gonna be okay, yeah
And I know maybe I'll even laugh about it someday
But not today, no
'Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me

And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
With someone new
It can never be the way
I loved you

Letting you go is
Making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been trying to make-believe it doesn't hurt
But that makes it worse, yeah
See, I'm a wreck inside
My tongue is tied
And my whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need

And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
With someone new

i hate myself today. i don't know what's happening to me. i hate my face today. i think i look so shitty. i have some sweat everywhere。 i'm not even shaved. my hair all greasy. i look disgusting. my eyes are glued. my lips are chaffed. my legs are prickling. and plus i'm stinky today. how can i date someone with a face like that? i know you're gonna dump me again, and i am gonna cry. cuz you want a perfect girl, and i'm not what you expected. you want a perfect girl, and i look shitty today. maybe i should put some makeup, and find some crazy outfits. but i am very tired today and i don't care if i'm not pretty. should be like these girls, skinny and great all the time. i'm still wearing my slippers and eat all the candies at home. i should sleep more, and stop going out everyday. i should focus more, and stop complaining today. tell me, how can i date someone with a face like that? i know you're gonna dump me again, and i am gonna cry. cuz you want a perfect girl, and i'm not so perf