I don't know what I'm doing now.
I don't know whether I am right or wrong.
Just can feel the felicity gained from her.
Where is pleasure, where is pain. God
will show her impartiality to everybody who care about their gain
and loss.
Just hope I can go with the pleasure, and ward off the pain
forever.
May be I can out run the rationale summarized from history,
but that just is a kind of likelihood, too vague to see
it.
Be afraid of falling in love with her...?
Actually, I am afraid of hurt her and loss
her... That would be a severe strike in my
whole life, and imprint a painful memory in my heart
for a lifelong time. Then ,I will be the
sinner.
I am afraid of that, it's true.
......I am thinking about you!