Move on to the unkown world, or just stay here, or even turn back? I am just afraid, of failing again. So much afraid..
Is this the One? I hope so,but I cannot see confidence, neither in his nor in my eyes. So tiring, to go. But I am going.

Confidence and energy, make a woman stand out - LANCOME - Kate Winslet. That is to say, it is really hard for a woman to stand out - it is really tiring to be so.

It is hard when thinking of some one that has gone out of your life, and ever harder when thinking of the one that is visible but untouchable. He will never know the feelings of the other one's 5 years ago. And the feelings now. The cloud is changing, more and more away.

Hold fast to the reality

Austen is poisening for single girls...there is no Mr. Knightly, even no Mr. Robert Martin... But there are Mr. Eltons and Mr. Frank Churchill everywhere...

Japanese say that, which means 'a couple is better than one alone'. Who says not? But there should be THE ONE that is to be with you.

We all love Mr. Knightly, but not every one of us can have one, as perfect as he is.

Iris, smile still the same

What should be forgotten.

He is not in the world that YOU live in.