I am feeling bored.

i don't want to say anything to anybody.

i would feel so disappointed when someone doesn't have faith in me, if he/she really understands me,otherwise i won't care.

sometimes i just wanna to be cared,just like yesterday.

what will happen to me if there's something important missing in my life? don't wanna think about it

 

    生活忙碌,已经没有时间去看时间的流转,放下的也渐渐增多,以前的诗,以前关注的一些杂事,现在都没空顾暇.

   昨天看湖南台,嘉宾是汪国真,从没见过他真人但是他的作品早有耳闻,<永远和你在一起>是我喜欢的一首诗,在我的qq空间里也贴了他的作品,

                       如果你是壮丽的晨曦 
                       不必问我的浩瀚在哪里
                       如果你是峥嵘的峰峦
                       不必问我的出岫在哪里
         &nb

   什么事情都在不知不觉中度过了,还清晰地记得童年,天天在幼儿园门口张望,后来却倔强地不想去幼儿园,小学是一个内心遭老师压迫的时代,初中是最自由的,尽管经常做梦做到小学老师来上我们初中课程,高中在老师的宠爱下日子甜滋滋的,到了大学,也不知道干了什么,四年就晃过去了.

  　学校出来后一直避免自己进入复杂的商界,什么灯红酒绿,什么谎言献媚,统统都不要试图靠近我,同学说你这样注定赚不了大钱,呵呵,我只要内心清净,不要被社会污染.钱似乎对我构成不了诱惑.

  　外贸是我一直都想做的事情,之所以选择服装,原因之一是它够复杂和烦琐,给我足够的锻炼,原因二是宁波服装业发达,遍地都是服装公司,也套了个近乎．

　　对于某些一直陪伴着我，久久不曾离去的：music , movie,englishevening radio,希望有更多的机会看美剧，（大学里真是太爽了，没日没夜地看）

　　i also have a dream to visit Italy and Fran

  一直以来将此blog链接在skype处,所以很少有chinese people能找得到我,感谢还有近2000的点机率,thanks to Keith, ur hero sounds fantastic.(that's my background song),and thanks to many friends for visiting my blog.

  now it's going to be changed,i am thinking to write some chinese here,but don't worry,there will be english somewhere when i have time.

 

   

  i have been through a hard time learning english, from the junior high school, my english was the best in the class,but i didn't feel much about it,i thought it was just a subject that i should learn,but when i entered into the university, english was something that left me behind,i didn't have as many class as before in high school, so to pick it up was the top thing that i should do.

   i have never felt so much interested in english when i learn it all by myself,i listen to english musics, i watch Friends, Heroes and so many movies,i do have a good time with this language,i've never been so in love with something before except english, the feeling is cool and keeps my four years' company.

   till now, i still love it,everyday,with sentimental feelings 

   things are getting better and better,the job i take seems fine,cause it is what i have dreamed before,people around me are nice ,easy-going, just few of them are hard to communicate(some old ladies),what bothers me is that i have to commute for 1 hour, which wasts my precious time ,but totally,no complaints.

   last day i saw a little boy in our office,he is from other country(i don't know which one),but he is so cute and  i like him so much,if he didn't scream in the office.

  

 

how to prove that i don't like it, should i be sad over it? should i ignore it? or should i hate it ?

how to prove that i don't like being myself.cry? slip away? or vanish?

i found many things counld happen just need ur courage, different kind of life u can take just depends on ur attitude. things in the world are so complicated... i wonder why...

   It's been a long time since i wrote , i have been through really tough days: to say goodby to my dear classmates, to adjust myself to go to work, to arrange many trivial things. At the same time, i realize i have to give up my interest : like learning languages, watching movies ,don't  not enough time for them , feel sad about this.but anyway, i will always save time for my spiritual life, like talking with u guys, writing blogs ...

  I am trying not to give up my interest , still need to look for a new job, i hope i can get two-days-off-within-a-week job , wish me good luck!

 

 

hey,do not ask me which one i am , i am the one without glasses or hat.find me yet?

 these days, i have been in uni ,doing my final paper,also,my last month in uni,i can't tell how i feel now, maybe the feeling will be stronger when i leave here.some say days in uni are the most precious,hmmm...

 everyone has found what they want to do , so do i ,hope that is what i like.so much for today, need to have lunch now