最近真是颓废透顶了! 啥事也不愿意做, 昨天算是大功告成看了一本书. 下午没什么事儿, 本来打算做会儿作业的, 最后还是抝不过大家, 去玩了一下午的牌.本来说好大家再玩会儿FOOSBALL的, 我也不知道自己怎么那么犯贱, 莫名其妙地跑去和SEAN打乒乓球. 和他淡淡地聊了起来,就这样一直僵持着. 最后我居然发现自己腿酸上了. 靠, 真他妈是老筋老骨头, 动不了了, 才撤了. 我明白他只把我当小孩子看,越发觉得自己白痴!

最近也不知怎么的, 对恐怖片上了瘾. 前些天刚看完山村老尸和见鬼1, 没劲,今天又把鬼影看了,觉得挺过瘾的.我晚上到没觉得有什么, 倒头就呼呼大睡, 那个老黑到好, 偶尔瞟了两眼就受不了了.跟丫男朋友淡了一晚上, 可害惨了我.于是第二天上午, 我又很争气地公然在LECTURE上睡着了, 口水流了SINDY一身, 然后无限光荣地在一片掌声中醒来.只是觉得对不起我伟大的母校啊!

今天终于痛痛快快地下了一场雨,我心情格外明朗,于是决定好好学习, 天天向上!

 死老黑死老黑死老黑死老黑死老黑死老黑死老黑死老黑死老黑!!!!!!!!!操你丫祖宗十八代!!!!!!!!! 我他妈恨不得把你丫碎尸万段!!!!! 喂了狗去!!!!!!!!还说让我适应大学生活! 也没你丫屁事儿啊! 告诉你丫! 你那二逼男朋友, 长得象屎一样! 母猪都不愿意被丫cao!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 我真他妈的气大了! 什么傻逼GOV'SCHOOL 啊! 一堆他妈的缺呆! 宿舍里的那个老黑真是又臭又脏! 真他妈倒了八辈子的霉了! 晚上也不睡觉, 一个劲儿跟丫的二逼男朋友聊. 你丫也他妈不嫌矫情! 跟丫说了多少遍也不当回儿事. 你丫整天放的那也叫音乐啊? 我他妈喝高了狼嚎两声都比那垃圾好听! 再告诉你丫! 别他妈老碰我! 别把你丫体臭传给我! 你几天不见你家那公的, 缺少感情慰籍别他妈往我身上粘! 操,一二逼COUNSELLER, 你以为你丫长得多惊世骇俗啊!你以为你丫在RUTGERS被一群傻妞儿追的团团转就牛啊!再牛你丫也是RUTGERS的, 有什么了不起的!哼!

 I, YIfei wang, am a big fat fucking liar!!!!!!!!! I know who u r! damn't ! I just hope u buy it and never find out. please talk to me again...xiao long, sorry i lied through my teeth....I'm hopeless..

A bunch of us went to Flushing during our week off. I spent all the money I've earned.. on DVDs and clothes.... spending ur own money does feel good!!! gotta work harder and do it more often!!! planning on coming back to Flushing this summer, with a ticket to US open earned by myself.... how totally awesome would that be!!!

The New Year here totally sucks... it just feels fake... people trying to pretend that they care, which they really don't give a damn. I miss the vacation at home...

got a deadline due...

 

just took the US physics team qualifying exam..... so freaking hard!!!I had no clue what i was doing.. I guess Blumenthal and Tintea both did well.. ugh.. my life is so messed up...

don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.... always in my dreams... I keep pushing everyone out of my life because of him???? I guess it's really the time for me to get over it and move on with my life... If Alex asked me out again, i'd go this time.....

good news is Jiwon just asked me to tutor her. she is so smart. why does she need me anyway? plus, I don't do precal. anymore... not sure how much I'm gonna charge her.. u can't charge ur friend.. ugh... awkward... 

got nominated for govschool.hehehe..

gotta write 3 essays, though... ugh....

gotta get to work....

Life sucks!!!!

ugh... I 've got nothing...