As usual, I went to Tobby's house tonight for the 'Friday Chinese Reunion' party.There were a few new friends coming tonight:two Chinese graduate student and two host families.We socialized a lot before dinner.After that we sang anthem to praise God.During the transition to another song,Tobby suddenly said I was blessed by God,because both of them found there's something changing on me and ever since I committed to Jesus there's something unique shining on my face.I was very surprised because nobody had mentioned that before .Furthermore,I,myself,discovered nothing else except some smallpox constantly appear on my face!It sounds quite funny, doesn't it? However,I have to admit that the moment I belive the Holy Spirit came into my heart forever.What I have gained today,is the consequence of his work,who work with my mind.I feel more confident and determined when I make decisions,because I always know Jesus in me encourages me and guides me.My strength

 Sometimes I feel lonely because there is no one accompany me all day long.And I find no ways to fulfill my desire.But when I got to know God ,he gives me living water--the eternal fulfillment that never fade.Once the Holy Spirit dwell in my heart, he will never leave me,he captures the throne of my heart.Before I do everything I always ask him,I believe there is invisable guidance and power prepare for the path I shall step on.The powerful Lord and sincere friend ,the engagement forever!I praise you,Lord who gave me new life with such a merciful heart.

 When I came to the U.S. I found it is so hard to have a talk with native boys(though I didn't socialize so much with males in China).I feel vulnerable and helpless before the gap between cultures.I can't find out a topic that they are really interested.Even I am an allien they just don't care about me.One reason maybe I looks so tiny compared with them.Another deeper reason is that the

I didn't login in my own blog for a long time.There are somethings well worth writing and once upon the time I felt like to release sth. but finally I quitted becuase of my laziness.I know I always try to find some excuses for not doing the thing I supposed to do.I just aware of it but I'd rather let it be.That is why I am still in such an embarrassed scenario!But these days I have tried hard to make some changes and I did,I gained.People always say 'It is hard to make a decision.' But I'd say the biggest tough thing is perseverance.Hold on and you will succeed,if not you'll be a master of nothing.I write today not only to put my deeds in to practice but encourage myself.I swear to God,because I had ever asked and he answered.I'll follow his guidance and to be obediant.Through his words I see the hope of eternity.In God's name,Amen!

 

 

 白色巨塔

大假看碟是少不了的,这个五一我唯一的战果就是看了一部叫”白色巨塔”(又名”白色情人”)的韩剧,据说是日本那部”白色巨塔”的翻拍,由于一直没看过,也无从考证,当时我妈买这碟的时候是看中车仁表是主角,结果只是友情客串而已,真正的主角是曾经演过”不良家族”的金明敏,事实上我之前从来没有听过这个演员,但是看了这部韩剧后真是为之倾倒.该剧讲述的是金明敏饰演的外科医生张尊赫,医技高超,雄心勃勃,为争夺更多的名望和地位,而与医界高层和普通医生和病人展开的惊心动魄的斗争,总的来说是一部以医学为题材的正剧.前半部讲张尊赫在外科手术台上如何技高一筹,光芒太甚,引致了同行和前辈的妒忌,张尊赫的老师李周皖教授时任名人大学医院外科科长,但在引退之前需要物色接班人,本来凭实力,未来的外科科长非张尊赫莫属,不过他太咄咄逼人,竟然公开向老师挑衅,为了压制张尊赫,李周皖顾不得师生情面,联合医院的其他科长和学术界的老关系使劲打压张,眼见大事不妙,张尊赫的岳父一方面用礼盒包着钱一盒一盒地送给外科科长委员会成员,另一方面直接跨越李周皖布置的关系网,直接与副院长结交,让他从上层施压.最后在激烈的选举险胜车仁表

 

回家

   这个五一我回家了，虽说是花了不少机票钱，但归来了心切，也顾不得那么多了。不是因为压力大，需要回来得到舒缓，而是在实践中寻找一种容易达到的家的归属感，而不是经过时间的洗练，考核之类的东西，仿佛回家还要经过资格审核似的，仅仅因为空间和金钱的限制，我们就要将回家的愿望深埋心底，时间久了，要么变得愈发深沉，抑或淡漠起来，在我们的能力范围之内而却要放手不去争取，那是悲哀和愚蠢的。回家也不能说带来多大的好处，但看到父母亲切的脸，就觉得心里暖暖的，不用太多语言，只要安静地相处，让日子像昆明的阳光一样悄无声息地流走就感到很幸福。明早我就要起程回渝了，不觉得伤悲，聚聚合合，挑战与安逸交织才是人生常态，归去，应该是走自己的人生吧！

 我今晚刚做完我们学校和美国西肯塔基大学的交换生选拔面试,评委都是外教,搞得我紧张死了,不过好象反响还可以.老外老问我what quality do you think of a good manager/human resource manager should engage?我一慌,把书本上学过的内容都忘记了,自己胡乱回答了一通.第二个问题是问what would you excite you most when you come to America?我讲了一些文化差异和自己怎样调试思考和行为方式,评委连连点头,看来这次我catch them了,最后国际合作交流处的处长又追问我是不是外语学院毕业的,发音很好,我一下子很受鼓舞,还有最可贵的就是我们班的同学大部分都到场了,给了我最有力的支持,我很感动.无论最后结果如何,我都相信这是一次成功的体验!

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那是回昆后的第一场雪,有点兴奋,

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好久没写博客了.我这两天生病了,