爷爷八十大寿在即，原本想要回去为爷爷庆生的计划因可恶的澳洲移民签证政策破灭。但无论什么也阻挡不了这份爱与祝福的传递。写了一份生日祝福发给姑姑，姑姑说她看哭了，我笑答，我刚刚哭完。然后姑姑发给我爷爷亲自写的宣言，看完后觉得顿生肃意，然而又想到自己的文字，其对比所产生的冷幽默让我不觉又笑起来。下面贴出两份爷孙俩的文字，与大家共享其中之微妙。

爷爷八十大寿 生 日 宣 言

   今天是我八十岁的日子。八十年前的今天我土生土长在重庆市白市驿龙凤乡，1951年参军后转入川东军区卫校读书。1954年毕业分配在重庆市第一工人医院（也就是现在的急救中心），从事眼科医疗工作。1966年响应毛主席六二六指示精神，来到当时远在三江的重庆市第六人民医院眼科工作直至退休，在眼科医疗工作中作出了一定的贡献！
风风雨雨八十春，不知不觉过金婚。年龄不饶人，人老脚先衰！我患原发性高血压几十年，并发脑腔栓。近两年行动不太方便，所以很少出门游览祖国的大好河山！好在现在的医疗条件好，生活水平也不断提高。子女们很孝顺。孙女在国外学习，经常电话问寒问暖，还买回饱暖鞋和降血脂的保健药。老伴更

    From the beginning till now,

    He never understand anything...

    If somehow he could be aware of my feelings a bit,

    instead of listenning some so called advices from the people who knows nothing going on between us,

    If you were brave enough to take the responsibility to face me and tell me everything from the beginning as how you promised to me,

    If you could be more sensitive and care about me,

    .......

    Howerver,

    Life never turn back to prove the righteousness of IF.

    Cuz if i could ever always follow god's leading,

    I would never go through this painful road.

    It's been a month.

    I'v been missing him so much,

  &n

  爱过了，

  痛过了，

  心，

  踏实了。

  那个人，

  也在说再见的那天永远消失在了这个世界上。

  如今，

  只能用回忆去记念他。

  BYE BYE,

  Redbird......

  I found,

  I loved,

  Finally,

  I lost.......

  What human being can bring you is temporary,

  What God gives you is enternal.

  Everything happened in your life will become a vaper,dispearing in the air..... 

  Every people you encountered come and leave......

  get along with changes in your life,

  Nothing will keep forever,

  except God's promise.

How am I supposed to show love to somebody over and over and over who constantly rejects me?

By the time i realize this,

that's when i truly know who is Jesus,

what is this  love for me.

You can’t love, because you can’t give what you don’t have

We couldn’t truly love till we understood what love really was.

I made the decision to love whether he deserves it or not.

God loves us even though we don’t deserve it,

even though we’ve rejected him, spat in his face.

In this uncertain time, 

I need you more than any time i do,

I need you to hold my hands when they'r getting cold,

look through my eyes when they can't help filling tears,

lead me run toward that train  we could have nearly missed out

but made it at last minute.

It's you who make me believe things that seems impossible will become possible as

  How marvelous,

  How wonderful,

  And my song shall ever be...

  I am so weak,

  I made up my mind to start this new 21 days journey with you,

  I wrote down my prayer,

  My spirit was filled with hope, faith ,love from you.

  But how come i am just suddenly lost...

  I don't know what to do,

  All the sorrows, hurts,sadnesses overwhelm me,

  All the weaknesses of human nature fight against me,

  How could you love the wretched,sinner,condemed like me....Lord!

  I am not deserved of such mercy...

 Enough,enough,

 It's enough......

 So sick of all my sensitive emotions, endless tears.

 i hate my vulnerability,

 i hate myself as i am fragile,

 crying for nothing,

 pessimistic about everything,

 When did this begin and when will be the end...

 how long can i hold on...

 how much do i have to take...

 why i always care so much but can't feel anything from you...

 why are you so stupid that can't not realize something so abvious...

 When will you wake up from your own imagination...

 When will you start to believe what i'v believed...

 When will you stop stabing my heart...

 Will be the day when i am leaving?!...

Lord,

i don't know what i am doing,

I 'v broken my commitment with you again and again...

For what? For whom....

I was so wrong.

If it were not for your mercy of keeping the last bundery for me,

i don't know how wrong i could be.

Now,

with the remnant strength,

and last breath,

I just want to leave...

Like a vapor,

Disappearing silently.

Two years,

Lifes here like a dream since i've found you,

May be,

It's time to wake up from the dream.

Lord,

If that is your purpose,

your plan for me,

I will follow,

no matter how hard and painful is it for me.

cuz i know wherever i will be,

you'r here right with me,

watching over me,

protecting me,

loving me,

no matter how wrong i could be.

&nbs