这份感情终究是用英文无法表达的

如果说语言和感情之间始终有隔阂，那么或许中文也无法道尽这份感情

分团委是我大学永远的纪念

我的大学，友情，爱情，成功，失败，喜悦，悲伤……所有的所有你都已经给过我了

所以我也没有什么不满足

缘分可遇不可求，让它随风散去吧

我还有很长的路要走……

sometimes i feel tired for living under a mask which always brings me glory with pressure. just now i dratwed a lot in the internet and it tells me that i could have been enjoying a nice life but i can not satisfy so i struggle, however everybody should measure his capicity before he makes dicision. to tell the truth, i am not sure what level i can be, i just try my best to lip up. living this kind of life maybe gives others sense that i am not a very sincere guy in most situations because i always do not unfold myself before other's eyes. meanwhile i can only say that everyone has his own difficulties what's more nobody would like to uncover scars before others. nomatter how intimate you with your friends even with your parents, you won't ask for help but to console yourself when nobody know. maybe we grow up under this processes.

anyway pressure or challenge? i do brave enough to face with the result.

if you can be lonely, you can know what you want clearly and just do the things to chase your dream then it can be ok. people sometimes are beaten by  frail, they need to feel safe and comfortable so they miss themselves and forget their dreams----it is comprise, the comoner's life theme. face with yourself whatever pains you have to tolerate, olive can enjoy all the processes and get to the goal. cirmvent is somewhat a stupid choice as well as afraid. nobady can success by making a deatour. hey, you know, olive has been ready and she is relax and happy indeed. it is so lucky that you can do your things without disturb, i mean lonely helps me konw more about myself and give me more hope and chances. the better thing is i live a true life and i never cheat somebody include myself. the most beautiful thing is that i still believe the right guy will come at the end.o(∩_∩)o...

today afa releases many photos we take during in the fentuanwei, and i feel warm and fragant for recalling the past time i spend with my friends. it is the time that we work,laugh,cry and quarrel together becomes my most beautiful memory in the college.

bubu is the name of a toy bear and olive bought it today on her birthday so bubu's birthday is the same with olive's. bubu's name comes from its bad&lovely habitate that it always covers its ears eyes and mouth when it wouldn't like to listen look or tell. bubu is olive's best friend and from now it will sleep with olive every night!

bubu's birthday wish is to keep olive company forevero(∩_∩)o... 

now it is my solar clender birthday and i have received the messages from forgy, xiang and rong. each of them say something motive to me and i really apreciate it. i will say sorry to xiang and rong because of the concealing about the tale between forgy and me, i just try my best to protect our friendship which i cherrish most. so my dear friends forgive me please, it is white lie. in my college i have many friends even good friends but you three are the most twinkle parts.

now i am in the dormitry of xiao and i feel very relax and enjoy writing my blog.xiao is the friend who is growing up with me since 5 years old and take care of me always. as what she says only the experience which go through with you about cry and smile is the most splendid.sometimes she used to make a pet of me that lead me to become more and more self-will. i don't mean to complain but to thanksgiving. i hope to be your best friend forever.

today exact

this moring when i was in the boring international economic law class i reveived my mother's phone call which made me confusion because mum never call me at morning unless she has something important to tell. i rejiected the call and cent a message:'what's up? i am in class.' after a long time----we all know the speed that our parents cend message, i received the message:'nothing else, mum just wants to say happy birthday to you!!!i just forget yesterday, sorry for you daughter.' at that moment i just felt strange maybe embarrassed, for i never talk to mum like this, i don't konw how to react.thanks dingding, she told me only say 'thank you'. it is a little nauseating, isn't it? but after i showed this message to maoshengxia and told her the story she said 'how luck you are!' am i luck and happy? maybe it is true that i feel happy today and i think it is really a memorial birthday.

yesterday i met shengqiming in the library and he told me that once forgy had told him that he

today is my birthday and i even have not realized untill i received a message from my aunt!i am just this kind of girl who live in a massive world. however, the surpificial true day of my birthday is this sunday. i mean today is luner calender and sunday is solar calender. anyway,in china something may become complicated and we just adapt the things which we call traditions. for having a birthday i invite ginny, dingding, hang and lily to have lunch in the fenglingwan where i used to have dinner a long time ago. the reastaurant changes a lot, half of the area has been charted to a noodle restaurant. in my memory it was always full of customers, so i felt a little surprise. in the first year of college i invited all my classmates to have cakes, and the second year i invited all of my friends. how will i enjoy the third birthday? i have no idea. i mean i do not want to everyone say happy birthday to me this time and i prefer to have a normal day

today is a rainy day but i am in a good mood, at least in the morning. in the afternoon, rong and many other friends took photos to commemorative that they have gratuated and we as their best friends took photos with them. everyone is exciting besides me, after all we will not meet each other easily after gratuation.suddenly i do not know why, i feel sick.maybe because i lost forgy's umberlla or any other reasons i just can not tell.i am just this kind of person, cherishing the memory of past time alwalys.

yestoday my father just asked me to duplicate my identity card for being a shareholder in the company. forgive me have not learned the coporation law well so i do not understand the whole thing. however, at least i realize that it means i have less and less freedom. we all know that everyong has different background and life style, sometimes we just can not make all the dicisions by ourselves. anyway take it easy, olive is olive and i will do what i want to do.

经历很多，这段时间，其实以后看可能也不是很多。这一年，似乎对于双子总是充满挑战，貌似一路坎坷，不知道最终会不会到达所谓终点。

都好，不管怎样，我还是我o(∩_∩)o...