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Officially 21.(2009-04-01 22:11)

去年这时候, 我写了篇日志, Officially 20...

 

去年这时候, 我收到爸爸发来的短信, 把手机里所有的ringtone都排在一起, 没有统一风格没有流畅过渡地唱个不停, 很抽象但很可爱...

 

去年这时候, 我还没学会睡懒觉, 不能允许自己不学习...

 

去年这时候, 我带着极大的热情啃原著...

 

去年这时候, 很多人不认识我, 我也不认识很多人...

 

去年这时候, 我自娱自乐, 挑剔与我有关的人或事...

 

去年这时候, 身边全是我的学长学姐...

 

去年这时候, 我怎么也戴不上隐形眼睛...

 

去年这时候, 我开始疯狂地买细高跟...

 

去年这时候, 我还不习惯买香水...

 

去年这时候, 我喜欢强生...

 

去年这时候, 我圆圆的脸婴儿肥...

 

去年这时候, 我赚了200块觉得很开心...

 

去年这时候, 曾经无比纯洁的你们竟然很快有了女朋友, 然后在我面前玩低调...

 

去年这时候, 我已经无法控制地受到你的影响...

 

去年这时候, 我以为牵牵手在大街上散步就是恋爱...

 

去年这时候, 妈妈开始教我做饭...

 

去年这时候, 觉得妈妈只关心我吃什么穿什么晚上盖什么...

 

去年这时候, 外婆还在...

 

去年这时候, 我要单身要自由...

 

去年这时候, 我想成熟装深沉...

 

去年这时候, 校园承载了我几乎全部的生活内容...

 

去年这时候, 我觉得整个世界都是我的... 

 

去年这时候......

新东方是我的情人.(2009-03-20 23:28)

    翻看Patric老师的博客, 很经典的几句话.

 

 

'新东方像一个情人,因为对于每个同学来说,在新东方的日子,永远像是刚开始进入状态,就濒临结束的边缘. 你被她牵引,却不知道,她在牵引你的背后花费的心机,和心血;你被她牵引,却不知道,只有你也同样付出,才能收获长远的快感。'

 

    新东方是我的情人.

    这是一个牛棚, 圈养着几头我只能远远敬仰的的'牛'; 一批正在进化成牛途中的'牛人'; 还有一群我这样的小小牛犊.

    你们年轻,自由,张扬,牛逼,有钱.

    为了成为你们中的一只, 不久的将来优秀的一只, 没有关系即使我现在有些痛苦, 成长总要付出代价.

 

    新东方是我的第一个情人.

    Patric说, 你更需要知道,没有情人是长久的,包括新东方。

    我还有很多想去的地方, 想做的事情, 想见的人, 但是在这之前, believe me, I'm proud of being with you.  

Let's Start From Here(2009-02-19 16:01)

That Gone So Soon,

This Come So Fast.

Let's start from here.

  

Afredo:多多,我讲个故事。先坐下来,悲剧中的悲剧。

有一次,国王为美丽的公主开宴会,有个士兵在一旁站岗,看到公主经过他面前。她是绝色佳人,他立刻爱上她。但卑微的士兵怎配得上国王的女儿?有一天,他终于设法接近她,并告诉她没有她活不下去。公主被他的深情感动,并告诉士兵,“如果你能等我100天,日日夜夜在阳台下等我,百日之后,我就是你的。”听了这话,士兵在阳台下等。一天,两天,十天,二十天......公主每往外探,他必伫立终宵。风、雪、雨都阻挡不了他。鸟停在头上,蜜蜂叮他,他都不动。但是......在第九十天时,士兵全身已......苍白且瘦削。眼泪从眼眶里流了出来,他已支撑不住了,甚至连睡觉的力气都没有。公主一直注视着他,最后,在第九十九天的晚上,士兵站了起来,走了,走了!别问我是什么意思,我也不知道是什么意思。如果你知道,就告诉我吧。

 

Salvatore:你告诉我的故事还记得吗?我知道士兵为何会那么做。因为他明白,如果在一百天时,公主不承认她的约定,那么,士兵将会伤心难过,绝望地死去,所以他选择在第99天的夜晚离去,这样公主将会永远惦记着他。

 

Alfredo:和士兵一样,多多,离开这里......这地方给下了咒,日复一日生活在这儿,你会以为这里就是世界的中心,事情不会有任何改变的。但如果你离开一两年后,再回来时,每件事都会改变,你会发现人事全非,属于你的都已经消失。你必须离开这里,直到你有所成再回来看看亲友,回到这个你出生的地方。现在不行,不可能。你此刻比我还瞎。

 

Salvatore:这是谁说的?贾利古柏?詹姆斯杜华?亨利方达?

 

Alfredo:不,多多,这不是什么台词,这次是我的真心话。生活和电影不一样,生活难多了。离开这里去罗马吧!你如此年轻,世界是你的!而我老了,我不要再听你的说话,我要听别人谈论你。

 

Alfredo:不准回来,不准想我们,不准回头,不准写信,不准妥协,忘了我们!如果你办不到回来了,我是不会让你进我的屋子的,明白吗?不论你做什么工作,要去爱她,就像爱你的放映机一样。当时你真是个小淘气。

 

Mother: 我从未要求,你也无须解释,我一直认为你做的是对的。那时你在电影院工作的时候,在你没回家前,其实我都没有入睡,一直到你回来,我在房中听你进卧室的声音,确定你睡了我才偷偷地起来,将大门锁上。自从你离开这里后,我还是将钥匙挂在门上,就怕你回来时,门锁着进不来,这种心情......然而你离开这里是对的,你已实现自己的理想。每次打电话给你,总是有不同的女人接。我自己常这么想,大概那些女人都不是你喜欢的,这只不过是我自己胡乱猜想的,可是......我听不出其中有哪个是真心爱你的。有的时候,我想看你......能安定下来,专心爱一个人,但你人在远处,多多。

  

Salvatore: 我到处打听你的消息,但都无着落,我写信、打电话,也都联络不到你,所以我才离开这里,再也没有回来,我也只能在梦里和你相见。时间过得真快,我见过很多好女孩,但我一直忘不了你,虽然我的事业已有所成就,但我仍无时无刻不在想念着你。就像小时候我盼望父亲回来一样,你也是那样让我感到......心碎。

 

Elene:起初我也无法谅解艾弗特,但经历这么多年......我已能明白他当时的做法。艾弗特之所以不告诉你真相,你应当是最能感受到他这番苦心的。想想,如果当时我们结了婚,那你就不会制作出那么多好电影,你所拍的电影我每部都有看。只是你没有用你的名字......你应该用你的名字,沙维图迪维多。

又受刺激了...(2009-02-07 20:39)

教管阿姨在擦一辆黑亮黑亮的Honda.

我问:“阿姨,这是谁的车啊?”

阿姨继续擦,“我的啊。”

我睁大眼睛,“阿姨...你还有车啊...”

阿姨抬头看我一眼,“现在有车不很正常吗?”

阿姨打开车门,把车开走了...

 

阿姨...

 

我的助教生活就这样结束了。

I want a car.(2009-02-03 21:29)

Can't bear the guy driving a Mercedes-Benz to school and parked it right out of my window.

I simply hate you,detest you,abhor you,abominate you and lothe you.

I want a car.

I want a car.

I want a car.

He is shy.(2009-01-31 20:03)

Every man obtains self-confidence and assertiveness from women nearby, especially the ones they've kept an eye on, unconciously and uncontrollably.

 

He who has been turned down for most of the time, developing a passive attitude towards his inner passion with no higher expectations, would conceal his surprising thrill and SHYNESS by reflecting 'I hate you. I don't wanna see you again.' when his long-ignored pray is unexpectedly answered. 

 

Poor man, he would smile in dreams for many days.  Life is so short, work hard, play hard, make him happy hard.

无主题。

很久没有来过,不知不觉就跨年了。

生活有很多变化,来得太快不需要我茫然,不需要做选择也不需要做决定。

很多时候就是被一股力量推着走,激情不灭go with the flow就够了.

除夕到家,三天后离开。

 

偶然听到Natasha Bedingfield的 《Unwritten》,很喜欢它的歌词:

I am unwritten.

Can't read my mind.

I'm undefined.
I'm just beginning.

The pen's in my hand.

Ending unplanned.

I break tradition.

Sometimes my tries,

Are outside the lines.
We've been conditioned

To not make mistakes

But I can't live that way.

 

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window.
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find.
Reaching for something in the distance.
So close you can almost taste it.
Release your inhibitions.

 

(CHORUS)

Feel the rain on your skin.
No one else can feel it for you.
Only you can let it in.
No one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips.
Drench yourself in words unspoken.
Live your life with arms wide open.
Today is where your book begins.
The rest is still unwritten.

 

年度总结:给我时间,我要亲手制造我的生活。

Unwritten

走开(2008-12-06 15:57)

我没有感觉到被信任被需要被理解。

你不可以要求我。

Finally I've got some time for myself today...
All began from the contest half a month ago, then all the work for my association and all the work for the school ceromony, late homework, mid-term paper, recording, meetings, classes, socializing with new friends&partners, and my regular school work...I kept rushing here and there, no time for those books I've been longing to read for so long, no time for those whom I care, and tragically, no time to think about my next move.

 

Last night, I talked to my dad on the phone for about 2 hours about my confusion and weakness last night. He is always there for me with an insight into everything. Then I felt slightly relieved but the continuous touching of melancholy seemed to be irresistable.

 

I've been told my original faith is the only one that truely worthy of my loyalty, and i'm so pround of myself that i never stray far away from it. But now when it turns to need my protection, what I'm doing till recently is merely standing still and watching.

 

Anyway, I appreciate what I didn't expect to get from these busy to dizzy days.
I appreciate the contest I've been taken part in for practicing my confidence and self-control skills in public. Practicing, not acquring. More interestingly, I've seen with my own eyse the dark side of probably everthing.

 

I appreciate the time i spent with Mr. and Mrs. Barton. Airport, cars, hotels,restuarants, silk market, ribbon-cutting ceromony, fireworks show, international conference, discussion on acadamic resarch...It was just my job to be around them but unexpectedly, I just couldn't hold back my tears when they called to say goodbye to me. They left a message saying, 'Sophie, you souldn't spend your life translating for those men, you must do something.' 

 

Will, Sheila, Homshaw, John, David, Alex, Mark & Islam, each of whom has impressed, guided and taught me in their own way.

 

I think I know better than half a month ago.

This is the reward .