在我需要的时候，为什么你不在身边

我坐在车站大哭的时候，为什么你不在身边

我在房间里发呆的时候，为什么你不在身边

我在咖啡店里打发时间的时候，为什么你不在身边

我在教室里一个人读书的时候，为什么你不在身边

我怎么了？

你在哪里？

“我们的寂寞”，你永远都不能忘记

为什么在我需要的时候，你不出现

我就是想你了

你在哪里，我没有月饼吃。

最近又开始听之前的那些老歌，也想到了之前的很多事

在想想现在的我，这么狼狈

好像这一切都成了牵绊的障碍，让我不能前进

我的生活，我的学习，我的一切

还是要继续

就像昨天一样，都在朝着今天的方向努力

仿佛我有点看不清楚，到底我要什么

我自卑，我畏惧，我力不从心

可是，还是要继续

我只能把所有的不安都藏起来

把所有的不愉快都抛开

把所有的失意都忘记

我的所有，就是我自己笃定的继续下去

我能快乐吗？

i want to home...... i miss my mother....coz so lonely here.

also want to have dinner with friend in this restaurant.

ice cream,yummy.lol

it is really cold these days in mel. coz i moved to new house, i need buy some furnitures just like bed , study table and chair. it is really tough to be coz nobody will deliver bed for me and i was cheated by a tai, he promised to send me a double bed and mattress, but actually he didnt answer the phone any more after i paid him....really tough time to me.... i called cui,i left messages to zheng,also, i called luo. my frids, these time i really need u ,i need ur words. i cant touch u , i cant hug u ,sometimes ,i just need some words from u, thats enough.

really thx, coz i got words from u .my dear cui....i got message form u on xiaonei, really sweety heart.i cant image at this moment, wht can make me stronger than be4, but my dear friends, just u , u make me stronger ,more confidence. miss u all, my dear cui, zheng and luo.

also, my dear vivian, u r really my lucky star. i am really happy i got u in mel.thx for all u did for me...

to my friends, i love u .