不知道为什么用了Rachel这个英文名，有人说听起来可爱，可是怎么听怎么觉得像个女强人的名字。。。于是换了Cassie这个英文名，到了美国，明目张胆地说Call me Cassie,实际上实习的时候还是叫我Rachel，sigh...

Jeff问我为什么喜欢Cassie这个名字，我的回答是，因为大家在叫这个名字的时候，会微笑。

这是个甜甜的名字，听起来让人开心。

连续三天在家吃喝玩乐，看电视，睡觉让我越发觉得自己“幸福”。我从小就爱看电视，吃饭也目不转睛地盯着看，因为这个从小就挨打。。。后来一看电视就觉得占用了学习时间，于是开始内

It was a piece of beautiful memory that everytime when I recall it, I indulge myself into it. I want it to continue, and end up with a happy ending.

But he doesn't believe there is something called 'happy ending'. He once said this unintentionally.

The first time I found he is so charming is the time that I saw him smiling. Just like an 8-year-old boy, yet he is a 28-year-old cameraman.He is an Australian, with British accent since he was once living in England.

He always walks fas

发文也发不出去，排版也不好排了。。。背景倒是花哨了，但是我还是钟情于过去的模板。。。

怀念过去的新浪博客。

When I was in primary school, there was one of my classmates having a change to travel in America. After she came back, she was bombarded with questions about her experience, and it was I, I am afraid, that raised the most bland, broad, and babyish question: What does America look like? My question was immerged by other kids', like the price of her newly bought schoolbag, and I didn't get a simple word to mine. America is a place colored by fabulous and idealized description in my memory, or maybe, my imagination, and what I am always curious about, and eager to know is, 'what's the reality'.

Now it's my turn to experience such 'reality', and suddenly the supposed universal, foolproof belief of America in my mind got challenged. The first night after Yale Summer Session's delighted opening ceremony, my roommates and I started a serious discussion. One American girl from Yale Univ. provoked the topic after the Dean of Summer Session claimed Yale's 'diversity'. 'Yale is n

I love Cassie, she's an amazing girl. She's sad but laughing and smiling. She's hopeful but overwhelmed. She looks bright but glommy inside.

'Everything ends badly. Something makes me hate everything.' I love these words.

Ben  said to me, 'don't worry, you aren't missing anything special'. We didn't fix a time to meet each other before I go to Yale. Actually, I catched all the interesting things but I m

    不知道是谁曾经和我说，爱是一种能力。本以为我会爱一个人爱得发狂，现在开始审视时，发现这种能力在逐渐消退。不过也许，我从来就没有这种能力。

    爱情在我眼里，曾经是简单，纯粹而美好的。我从未奢望爱情能天长地久，从一开始，她在我心里就是易碎的。曾经想过，陷入爱情时，要好好享受，因为爱情的甜蜜会转瞬即逝。爱情来时，我沉溺其中，却终究逃不过甜蜜逝去的那一刻。

    所有故事，似乎在开始的时候就在最后一页画好了句号。一切经历的风风雨雨，都只是填充之前的空白。