想到未来  心里除了茫然茫然 还是茫然 

迷茫  决心  退缩 

我不知道自己究竟要怎样

我不知道自己究竟应该干什么 

我不知道自己究竟想干什么

胖胖的腿

黑黑的脸

糟糟的头发

每天懒惰的在屋里游荡

望着外面  外面热腾腾的从地面蒸发出来一样的空气 

我就像书上说的那种

自己每天闷在家里还庆幸躲过大太阳的人

没有斗志 没有行动 什么都没有

只有自己无聊的幻想

幻想自己的愿望能一下实现

幻想天上能掉下馅饼

于是 

讨厌这个夏天

讨厌这个让一切都油乎乎的夏天

讨厌自己 讨厌自己什么都不做

讨厌自己每天下了决心 然后  失败

讨厌自己每天重复的机械地度过每天 毫无意义

不再像小时候一样

每天跑出去疯玩

不会担心晒黑 不会担心那是虚度光阴

不会担心自己做什么才是有意义的

只是希望暑假会长一点  作业会少一点  小

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
Girl you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Late at night
'Cause I long for the safety
Of flowing freely
In your arms
I don't need another lover
It's not for me
'Cause only you can save me
Oh can't you see
I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't

it seems all my energy have back!~

HOHO

from now on

努力！~