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[人生若只如初见,
终究。我放弃了爱我的男子，以及他将带给我的未来，我梦寐的美好生活。
终究。我回避了我爱的男孩，我害怕自己对他新的承诺怀有任何遐想，何苦呢。
曾做过觉得傻的事。.可是现在仍愿意笑着回忆那点点滴滴。
记得.以前有人说过,我长发的样子.让他改变了之前5年对我的印象.从那刻开始.他就爱上课时不时朝我的方向看.
i don't deny it.Here was i
feel fly in my world ,yet a struggle is going on in my mind
.The daily excesses has
inflicted upon so frail a constitution.
Today is the Nov.7th.i
have been away for about one mouth.the weather is cold and i am
mixed .there is no one with me.
Three passions, simple
but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for
love, the search for knowledge, and unbearable pity for the
suffering of mankind. These passions, in a wayward course, over a
deep ocean of anguish, reaching to the very verge of despair.
I have sought love, first, because it brings ecstasy—ecstasy so great that I would often have sacrificed all the rest of life for a few hours of this joy. I have sought it, next, because it relieves loneliness—that terrible loneliness in which one shivering consciousness looks over the rim of the world into the cold unfathomable lifeless abyss. I have sought it, finally, because in the union of love I have seen, in a mystic miniature, the prefiguring vision of the heaven that saints and poets have imagined. This is what I sought, and though it might seem too good for human life, this is what—at last—I have found.
With equal passion I have sought
I have sought love, first, because it brings ecstasy—ecstasy so great that I would often have sacrificed all the rest of life for a few hours of this joy. I have sought it, next, because it relieves loneliness—that terrible loneliness in which one shivering consciousness looks over the rim of the world into the cold unfathomable lifeless abyss. I have sought it, finally, because in the union of love I have seen, in a mystic miniature, the prefiguring vision of the heaven that saints and poets have imagined. This is what I sought, and though it might seem too good for human life, this is what—at last—I have found.
With equal passion I have sought
