Marid amusement park in Batan

It's smaller than those in China, but it is much more beautiful becasue of the nature scenery.

Roller Coaster

Much more risky than Chinese ones, I could not hold my tears after I got down back t

     I began to have a failure sense recently.

        Lonely here, I don't have a friend or a relative in Spain. Even I don't wanna talk with my Chinese colleagues, we have no common topic sometimes.  Without any entertainment activities or chatting, I graduately become an animal which only focuses on eating and sleeping.

        I think I will not be able to catch up with the working tempo after I go back to Wuxi. Because I'm going to be lazy, and often I forget what I said and did before. It is sure that a storm is coming in Wuxi plant. How can I cope with it?

        What I wana forget seems to be more and more clear, but what I wanna remember are easily faded according to the past times. No matter how hard I tried, I still ca

     Please be brave.

     You're as beautiful as a piece of crystal to me. I wanna take your hands and pass the strength to you. I wanna wrap your tears and bring the smile to you. I wanna take away darkness and give the sunshine to you.  However, sorry I'm not with you right now.

     Remember you're not alone. The distance and the hours will never separate us. The connection between us is named love. Yes, I love you.  Since our friendship lasts for more than ten years, you're more than just a friend.

     Looking back to the old times, we stayed in the same junior school and senior school. We experienced the university entrance exam failure together. We entered the same university and learnt the same m

Toledo trip.

  Mainly for shopping. 555, byebye, my money!

   TOUS (wallet).

   First I bought a wallet in Miss Sixty, but later I found this one which I like more. Then I change the former wallet to a watch in Miss Sixty. But I have to pay the extra money. It is interesting that this wallet is for man, and I told the waitress this is a present. So she gave me a lovely package. However, it was destoried when I opened it in hotel.

  Contradiction.

  Restriction.

  Yield.

   Why should I be the kind of person I don't like? Tear, scream, fight......seem to be totally useless.

   I am so stupid, yes. I can't control myself. As for now, I can't even choose my way. What will happen in the future?  Is there a disaster or a crush? When my hopes and dreams have shattered, what would I do?

   Maybe I'm a completely loster from the very beginnin

Second week in Spain.

Pinto

Palace

  First week conclusion. Strange food, overtime work, lonely room.

   Hello, Madrid!

  Juan Carlos (A park,not the person I like.Hehe~)

   Which kind of situation is it now? What I should do when I miss you? Can I trust you?

   Looking back what we have done in the past, I can not belive that was real me.  Waiting for your call, expecting for your SMS, heading for an absolutly miserible ending. I could still remember the inside feeling when I sat in your room and stayed in your arms.

   It is like a joke or something ironic. Maybe it's too early to say love. I always keep telling myself it's the stress which leads me to a totally wrong direction. But I can't turn back. There seems to be another me. With so much unhappiness, I need to find some shadow to hide. This mean girl inside, like a whore or a bitch, wanna scream, wanna destroy herself. So you're my target, yes, if we can get enough joy with our body, what's the value of the soul? At least I am happy, ev

    Thanks for letting me understand which kind of person I like.

     It is quite strange since I've met you. I don't know how to describe the feeling. Life became unbelievable with the very first glance. Your presentation, your smell, your confidence......I could do nothing but watching. 

    Maybe I am crazy, maybe I am stupid.