I feel very very very unhappy and depressed nowadays, but nobody i can pour out to, so i just turn to you, my darling blog, for the helpless and desperate feeling in the passed days.

Eventually, every one would know someday, we can only rely on ouselves. i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally want to cry to somebody who can console me and give me the courage. But i know, that is the destiny.

A lonely place to be 

I must learn to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow

If i fail, if i success

At least i live as i believe

No matter what they take from me

They can't take away my dignity

Sorry, I can not use English to express my feeling as well as Chinese, but i promiss i will do it within three years.

I swear, from now on, nobady will see my tear.

those who worth your tear won't let you cry.