凌晨

三点半

电闪雷鸣

狂风大雨 

我会

坚定的

走下去

该怎样才能让你快乐起来呢

多想亲眼看到你发自内心的笑容啊

尽情哭泣吧

我亲爱的姑娘

如果你觉得悲伤

我会为你拭去脸上的泪

抚平心中的痛

我会抱着你

看着你安静的睡去

你眼角的泪痣是前世留下的

这一世

就让我来平息

我选了这首歌放在Blog里
讽刺的是不清楚Puff Daddy想要传达的是思念还是注定离别的伤感
这两种情绪不停的在我心里蔓延
此起彼伏

我想和你在一起
陪着你
抱抱你
抚慰你的悲伤
给你幸福
可我连讲出一个承诺的资本都没有
我是个没用的小丑
多可笑
那我还能要求些什么呢

你一定很悲伤，很辛苦
我能感觉到
想马上就判了自己死刑
这样你满是伤口的心就不会再多出什么负担吧

你了解我的想法后
我再也不能像以前那样装出一副理性的模样
原来能摧毁一个骑士的盔甲的最好方法
就是让他爱上一个姑娘
但我绝不后悔脱掉铠甲
那样
我才能让你觉得更温暖吧

不要害怕自己给我带来麻烦
因为你对于我来说从来都是想起时心里就会觉得温暖的姑娘
而那些所谓的悲伤与之相比是多么的苍白无力不值一提
这只是个过程而不是这段未完待续的故事的主旋律
现在我无法马上给你幸福
更不能容忍自己不负责任的对你许诺什么

但我愿意为之而努力

对不起
我再也不能像以前那样压抑自己的感情了
只希望这不会成为你的负担

如果幸福在你面前

就毫无顾忌的走过去吧

我答应过你

不离开

所以

无论你走过多少路

转过几个弯

依然会看到

在不远处的我

请让我离开这个地方

我有更重要的事情要去做

...

请让我一直走到黑

Music by:   Donna Lewis

I could be your sea of sand
I could be your warmth of desire
I could be your prayer of hope
I could be your gift to everyday

I could be your tide of heaven
I could be a hint of what’s to come
I could be ordinary
I could be the one

I could be your blue eyed angel
I could be the storm before the calm
I could be your secret pleasure
I could be your well wishing well
I could be your breath of life
I could be your European dream
I could be ordinary
I could be the one

Now I would lie here in the darkness
Now I would lie here for all time
Now I would lie here watching over you
Comfort you

Sing to you

I could be your worry partner
I could be your socialite
I could be your green eyed monster
I could be your force of light
I could be your temple garden
I could be your tender hearted child
I could be ordinary
I could be the one

Now I would lie here in the darkness
Now I would lie here for all time
Now I would lie here watching over you
Comfort you
Sing to you

Will I ever change the journey
Will the hushed tones disappear
Oh little Rita Let me hold you
Oh little Rita Let me love you

I could be your leafy island
I could be your thunder in the clouds
I could be your dark enclosure
I could be your romantic soul
I could be your small beginning
I could be your suit in universe
I could be ordinary
I could be the one

I could be ordinary
I could be the one

I could be ordinary
I could be the one

想起一段对白

幸福是什么

和你在一起

在小乔的Blog上听到这曲子时

窗外突然雷声大作

全身毛孔全数舒张汗毛悉数立起

一时间那些人和那些事统统涌现出来

我眼角酸楚而干涩

澎湃了半天挣扎不出一滴泪

Music Form:HIM

I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice 
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life

Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
You're gone with the sin my Darling

I adore the despair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way you're running out of life
Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
You're gone with the sin my Darling

我亲爱的姑娘

我想你

只是害怕你会感到厌倦

害怕你会感到负担

...

该怎么告诉你

这近乎疯狂的思念

压抑的快要窒息

在你的梦里我是骑士

那我就做一个骑士

用厚重的盔甲把自己藏起来

你终会幸福

这不是一种期许

而是我作为一个骑士的信念

不管你是否相信

杀了我

谢谢

...

不想睡

没回家

有精神病

心理变态

我是个小丑

请告诉我

是该哭还是笑

罢了

这两个表情我都忘记了

不开心

那就不开心吧