I have been very busy recently, so many things to do, but don’t know fix which one first.

So all my wish is I can fix them in time. I strongly believe that my dreams will come true if I devote myself to my dreams.

Good luck to myself!

    Is it funny? yeah, it is funny.let me see how many days i hv not had shower. IT is about 6 days. Thank god im not a smelly man. The biggest discovery is that the water heating machine works again, so i decided to have a shower imediately, I must finish it in a very short time to make sure that i hv done it before it out of work again. really enjoy it.

something bad is that i missed 3 calls from my sister and friends. I DID  not call them BACK, because it is too late. i sleep very well last night.

Am I mad? The singal is that i was a little happy when i know some one broke up. Does that mean i am mad? It is so scaring. I really dont know why and when i become like this.I am not the one who ebjoy seeing others's pian. But i hv to admit that there is a little abnoraml to me! It is a problem, a big problem to me. I know i expericed some painful days, helpless, pesimistic, longlyness acompany me.

any way i dont think im a psyco.

I do NOT know how it feels to be with lover on V's day.Im used to be alone all days.

Actually it does not matter to me.

happy V's day.

Coz the water pipe is broken, we have not got water supply for more than 10 days. That means no water brush my teeth, wash my hands and feet, of coz i can not wash my hair.It is totally a disaster to me!! I cant wash my hands.

I made a call to 12345, told them the current situation. they are very nice, said they wood call the relative government office?(dont know how to say that.) You know, when they said 'relative'.....i feel so bad, because in most case that means no one would sovle this problem.....Theonly way i can wash my face and brush my teeth is to take the tools to my offcie so i can finish them in the toliet.....

i got up late this morning, so im writing this blog with dirty face, teeth,and hair.Again, it is a disaster.By the way it doesnt mean i havnt had a shower for 10 days, I did it in my friends home.

春节回家终于能见到小外甥女妮妮了.和我想象的一样可爱.前些天妮妮做了个很可怕的梦.半夜四点惊醒,哭泣不止,外婆,爸爸,妈妈,外公谁哄都没用,嘴里重复的话就一句:舅舅把巧克力,威化,面包,饼干全吃完了.全家人一夜没睡,因为她哭的太伤心了。本来她的嗓门就比一般人的大,那家火..早上10点了她重新睡觉.

巧克力 威化 面包 饼干 全是她的最爱,可想而知,那得多伤心的事情.

  我觉得他从小就是个逆反心理很强的小孩子,虽然还不到2岁....她比较不喜欢吃饭，送到嘴巴前的他不会吃的,于是我就要充当大坏人的,总是要枪她点东西,她才会抓紧了吃了.蒽,枪了她不少好吃的,水果啊,巧克力啊,什么的.有些事情,一会再写

    It is 5:53 now, i hv been sitting down in front of my desk for more than 20 hrs. it was really diffcult for me,I experienced so much. I met a traffic accident in the morning which leads my 30 min's late for work.I got up 30min's late is another reason . so, that means i was late for 1 hr. it really sucks.

   an elder brother who is also a gay invited me a big lunch, food is very good,do do the guy.we talked a lot, had a great fun....which made me foregt to go back company on time, unfortunately my boss called me ask me where i m when i was on the bus, i was so embrassed because  i made so many mistakes recently... just dont know how to answer him. he blamed me due to the late.....nothing to say ,coz it is my fault.

   the most diffcult thing to me is that my ex-bf threat me......i really dont wanna talk about this, but i have to. i know how diffcult it is for me to face it. i thought i wood not care abvout it at all

   住的地方暂时不能住，需要搬出来几天，本来是想住兔子那的，结果他的房子也到期了还被中介追杀，只能找了个很便宜的旅馆住下。bear定的房间，比我想象的要好点。看上去还算是干净，但是床底下都是用过的tt，很恶心。看着那些tt，欲火焚身。。。。

    晚上的时间是最难熬的，因为没暖气，我只能穿上所有的衣服睡觉。还好兔子给了件厚点的衣服，裹在脚上还好，整夜的翻来覆去，冻的睡不着。7点钟闹铃准时响了，上班去。。。昨晚bear告诉我到上班的地方很方便有直达的302，走在路上，一眼看到302就跑了上去，其实我也不知道那个302是朝哪个方向开的，车启动了才反映过来，还好还好，没做错方向。我的预感还蛮准的，竟然坐对了方向。晚上绝对不能住那了

  睡不好，老的快。最近总是睡不好，除了不习惯别人和我分享卧室之外还就是易醒，我觉得是缺钙了，可惜最经把钙片给别人了，可惜了我的钙片。暂时没办法就买了点牛奶的，想着晚上能睡好。可惜我不是很习惯冰冻的牛奶每次和冷牛奶总拉肚子，昨天晚上也不例外，于是晚上上了2次厕所，把握我难受的，我都觉得的自己的肠子疼死了。晚上兄套没管台灯于是我在床上做了个高危大动作，现在都害怕——头乡下用手去捞台灯，如果我摔下去的话肯定是脊椎骨折。。。。后果很严重，所以剩下的后半夜就是在肚子疼和后怕中过去的，就这样到了天亮。。我的一晚上就过去了，其实中间想的最多的还是我怎末会这么搓，工作这么差。。anyway，块到春节了回家的时候应该是胖胖的了，希望斑斑妈妈么看见胖胖的我觉得我过的还不错。。嗯，儿子不孝很惭愧。

    今年的圣诞节过的还不错，好友问我去年的圣诞我们在做啥，随告诉他我在和小正太在看电影，心情很郁闷，因为我和他基本不可能在一起了。随告诉他自从那以后我的体重减掉10kg。不得不佩服我的惊人的记忆力。比较感谢小正太，让我减肥成功，我很庆幸没和他在一起，不然痛苦死。anyway，wish him a merry christmas.好友告诉我他这个时候差不多在香港看演唱会，曰：一起去的人好有钱云云。。。我也在想自己啥时候能出去旅游呢？第一次来北京的时候没去故宫、颐和园、圆明园，那时候很单纯，觉得这些地方肯定是北京最值得期待的地方，一定不能自己一个去，一定要和心上人一起去，与是在那之后整整的2年里，好多机会去，都放弃了，源于这个简单的想法。前些日子和一个导游哥们的色，叫他请我去游故宫，他很爽快的答应了，比较出乎我的意料，不出意外的话，不久的将来，我就能去游故宫了，现在比较期待，呵呵。好了，回归我的圣诞话题。

   为了避免堵车，24号下班前特意找了条避开3环的坐车路线，虽然坐地铁能更快点，但是据我估计还是差不多，如