I just want to say something, it makes me feel better.. I guess...

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   You said you couldn't believe I said I don't trust you, I didn't mean that baby. I do trust you and I want to believe you. But I don't know why did you ask me if it is true, the meaning of that one line I wrote on your board. It says '我喜欢妳..宝贝', I like you, baby. That's all what it says, nothing else, simple, and from my heart I really do. I thought it would be cool if I put it in Chinese. But I didn't expect that you ask me more than 3 times that if it is true that that's what it means. Why would I lie to you baby? I say what I think, no need to lie or anything. I do like you a lot and you know that. I am sorry I said you didn't trust me last night, I know it might hurt you already I apologize, I am sorry baby. I just didn't know what to say after you keep asking me the same question again and again. Maybe I am just dumb. And then you got mad at me I

Baby, I don't know..

I don't know what's happening between you and me..

I feel like you don't like me anymore, feel like distant..

I feel like you are trying to stay away from me..

Is it true?

That you can't feel the chemistry that you wanted between us?

Is it true?

I made a couple mistakes and is it too late to apologize?

I know I am dumb, dont know how to behave, how to express myself..

But it's not working,

it is not..

I can't feel you,

I can't feel you are concentrating on me right now..

Is there someone else?

Or am I just a sub, or a transit?

Baby you got to talk to me,

you got to tell me how you feel.

You can't just put your head down and keep all your thoughts running through your head,

alone.

I am right by you, all the time.

Why wouldn't you want to tell me?

You can't do that every time and I knew,

I knew something is going