Tomorrow will be the first final exam，but i got trouble on concentrating tonight!

i saw x-japan came back!so excited!if there is a miracle in rock music, i think that will be x-japan.so moved,their songs can reach your deep inside heart,then all ur emotion,no matter sadnees or ur happiness will just explore! Then u will become naked,u can't find ur covers anymore^^

that's a feeling called free.

I will never forget hide,so beautiful,so outstanding,his charming smile,now he can just play his pinkspider in the heaven.if don't need a reason to love,as to x-japan,they don't need a reason a break.

Things just working fine, leo and his gf came back together,i am happy not for him,for the lonliness i enjoyed myself,i am always be alone,i learn it,i used to it,i love it.

actually,i have lots of staff to

I think u will never see this, so i write down this to tell you something,finally,i decided to say. Until now,i can't stop crying,cuz i like you,i wanna you to be happy,and i didn't make that shit up,i just said what other people told me.but that's my fault,i am selfish and just like a lie bitch.you should beat me,you could,but you didn't,you said you willalways be my big brother.you know what？i couldn't make a eye contract with you because i am so happy,and i was afraid my eyes will sold me out.

u asked me what is true in this world,i told you:'i like you is true,there must be somebody waitting for you is true.'All that shit,what happened in your past life,not your fault,i hope you can come through these pains just someone is waitting for you,so you can torlerate all this staffs.

I think you will never see this,i am so sorry about what happened that night,i can't stop crying until now,cuz i didn't lie,just say what the other people told me,but i admmit,that's my fault,i am selfish and just a lie bitch,but i couldn't let you hurt anybody else,so i say i lie to you cuz i like you,i never intended to say this feeling out,i thought you would beat me,but you didn't,you could,instead,you said you will always be me big brother,i couldn't make a contract with you,so you didn't know how happy i was.

Now,i just wish you happy life,happiness ever last. U ask me what is true in the world,i said:'i like you is true, there are other people waitting for you that's true.'we all know,all that shit,fuck them all,they are not your fault,you can just stick on your believes,god can see that,you know how i came through these pain?cuz someone is waitthing for me,so i can torlerate all this pain,even now,there's still hope left,even everyone is looking down on you,i will alw