Guess what happened? Shit happened! Big problem with newspaper's ad client... It was all my fault the week before last week, and it was a reporter's fault last week, same article, same page. My page. I am the one who is following and supervising the editing procedures. Ok, if shit happened? What will you do? With years of experience, there is only two things you can do: face it and then find ways to solve it!

My colleague was in a bigger trouble. She was in a question room for 4 hours. In fact, she could leave and run away, coz it was not her media pass and not her problem. It was someone's media pass used by a student intern reporter. But she felt so sorry for that intern. If she was not helping him, he will be detained for 15 days at least, I guess. But someone, is hiding and always can run away from responsibility, I guess...

Sick and hurt. The period. The heart-hurting feedback.

Reading a book named No fear in aloneness, a self-

At B's house party. Had orange juice. Left early. 

Love my gold color shoes.

 

the above is me, looking cute! But totally screwed-up without a penny.

 

Below is my girlfriend, married, a husband who listens to her, a big apartment and a car. She just does not need to care about her weight at all.

 Finally moved back to my own apt. Found out that there were so many unpaid bills... Just wonder what the f*ck the my roommate is doing while I was away for a month?

Yes, I am moving back to my own place. No matter how better the other's apt is, it does not belong to me. So I'd better stick what I can and forget about day-dreaming.

 I screwed up with my own work, my relationship, and...

Cannot even find one to talk to. 'Life has moved on quickly?' I hope so.

Work is the only thing I can rely on but ... it was all my faults.

I donot know what happened to me. I am just so fucked up recently. I screwed up my own work, my own emotions, my health, my relationship, and what?

Will things get better? I try to face them, by being critisizing as 'poor performance' is so bad. I cannot even get sleep at night.

I cannot even find one to talk to.

he thought i have 'move on quickly'

I hope so.

Work is everything I can rely on now. But I fuck it up too.  

 

 

 

 I know I look a bit silly in the pictures.