I brought
this summer vocation to a conclusion by
singing‘再见’to my 100 or so honeys . Sure enough, I
sang out of tune again . What a relief it was when I got
inspiration ,singing lustily , when there were no wolves summoned
by my songs, when loyal listeners gave my a round applause
!
Any
words fail to describe my state of mind , excited ? expectied ?
exhilarated ? exhausted ? Who knows
?
Much
as I may feel fatigued , I cound not conceal the fact that I was
impressed by this voacation during which the same old illusion
recurred to me that Iwould be somehow superior to anyone, that I
would apply myself