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It seems that I always do a lot of 'lovely crappy' things, the lowest rung of Fortune's ladder. Finally come the most import decision--to change the reality, I know, the reason is not the Lord doesn't love me, just myself not enough qualified. There r more to be improved and bad habits need to be revised.

The people around me alway default that I would never really work hard to change. Really, I let them down time over time. I once think that natural is the best, to enjoy is much better than to change to be adapt to. Most time, I am a little girl with no worries, in others' respects, with an empty mind. However, I spend my time on comparing, to find out others' advantages and debase myself useless and with nearly all kinds of flaws. I

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考完作文的解放~~(2007-04-25 22:26)

前天终于结束了万恶的g-aw,虽然抽的是高频,不过本人过于轻视tech系列的题，于是有些不得志阿,argu 更不用说了,完全是个弱弱项.不过总算是解放了,现在只能静候了.考试很好玩,由于什么都很新鲜,进场稍微晚些, 旁边的友人键盘噼里啪啦的,弄得我在填问卷时紧张的,直接刷页面,现在想起来,真是傻啊～～

昨天请大家去竹鱼坊过生日,大概是考完试大解放的缘故,心情很嚣张,合着北京灿烂的天气也美滋滋的.从来没有担心什么又老一岁的忧愁, 总是保持着一个孩子的心,也就一直表现得很不成熟,哎,该是姐姐的年龄,却依然孩子气,不妥.

每次紧张过后总是会给自己放假,野的不行,这次决定要收敛一下,毕竟长征才走了一半,革命的道路异常艰辛阿!5.1的作业好多,3篇论文,一堆拉下的重要课程也需要恶补,想起来就觉得头大,不过我不是一个人嘛,所以还是开心的加油吧!～

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暂时恢复中文吧(2007-01-25 22:58)

分类：心情点滴

早就想写些什么了，可是blog好像有毛病，一打开就是空白，终于今天没有让我失望，呵呵

今天开始了我的gre学习，看到高深的作文，觉得自己之前的英文就是幼儿园学童水平，还是不要在这里献丑好了。

放假之后，好好给自己放了几天假，从现在开始要全心全意，尽力的学习了，重新回到紧张充实的生活，感觉其实也是很不错的。

本来想要写写什么的，看着爱在哈佛，自己也跟着幸福起来了，算了，不写了，好好幸福的看吧：）

回家的宝贝们，要快快乐乐享受哦~~~~

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some words(2006-12-15 18:57)

分类：小小的思索.....

Since long time being away,I would like to write something.The following words were from a book I read today, an atitude towards life I prefered:

You can not decide the length of life,but you can widen it;you can not change the inborn feature,but you can smile anytime;you can not expect to dominate others,but you can control yourself;you can not totally predict tomorrow,but you can make good use of today;you can not command everything runs smoothly,but you can do everything with your heart.

Some people always claim that life is not fair.Actually,most of things depend on the way you think about.Existence means significance.Everyone has his/her own specialty.Thank god for giving us the chances t

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A week's mess(2006-12-02 00:46)

分类：english diary

So soon,another week has passed.There is something happened out of my expectation.I do not know it's good or not.Some kind of guilty, I feel ,though xixi told me not to think it that way.Actually, I really have not think much about the things occured around me or right on me.My friends always regard me as a little childish girl without any worry.How could anyone do not have his/her own bothering problems?I doubt.Circumvented from what I thought is disturbing,ultimately,I have to face the things I do not like.There's always something that everyone could not avoid.That is a kind of responsibility and courage.Try to think deeper, to be more considerate,Iguess it would be helpful to 'rebuild' my personality.And what's more,there's always something we could do nothing to help.Let it happen as it once would.Learn from it if necessary and get through it if not.I mean whatever

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Christian party(2006-11-26 13:42)

分类：english diary

This morning I went to a Christian party for undergraduates with Congcong.Though I have been there once, today is special for its recognition as Thanksgiving party.As usual,we sang paeans ,we prayed and there's a brother's sermon.Thank god is the main topic.Everyone thanks god for chosing him/her ,for the atonement of Jesus,for leading us to a pure world with no jealousness no sloth and other sins,for god standing right besides us all the time, for god's love and protection to us and so forth.We are lucky to be loved.

The brother who gave the sermon is funny,and prove the reality of god with his own experience.Trying to cut four 380V wires in group with a pair of scissors,suddenly he realized it would kill him.Then run to shut down the switch.Assume there would

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a little depressed(2006-11-24 23:18)

分类：english diary

Although looking forward to our long-long-away dorm party,most of us finally decided to cancle this plan.How to describe my feeling?I'm just a little disappointing.There were always some plans make me happy but depressed in the end.I know all of them didn't mean it,but it's really hard for me to control my mind,my sadness.Our class has planned to go out together several times before,and as the same,a kind of abortion.Some time people may have to breach their promises due to some special reasons.What should I do?Just show my understanding.Somehow,I've found that the less the people in a team the easier for them to make a decision put it into practice.If everyone makes his/her promise with a little more responsibility,it would be much easy to get everthing working smoothly.Saying these,I should be strict to myself first and carry out my word:)Just need a little....

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Thanksgiving(2006-11-23 21:16)

分类：心情点滴

以前总是觉得每天忙忙的，可是最后发现什么有意义的事都没有做，然后总是会想起那些对自己寄托厚望的人，就开始责备自己的useless。哎，不能一直做一个事后叹息的人呐。

昨天爸爸生日，呵呵，竟然以为我会把他的生日忘了，怎么可能，我可是他最最可爱的女儿阿~~~爸爸生日快乐~~~打电话的时候，他说跟姑父姨夫们一起喝酒呢，呵呵，两家男人的聚会，感觉好彪悍，必然，少不了酒。感觉爸爸那时有点高了，兴奋得不行，然后不停跟我炫耀他宏伟的计划，真是听得我都美美的，不过心里很清楚，如果妈妈说，肯定会是完全相反的调调，还是折中好了，不能幻想过多。想到我的爸爸妈妈，就不由自主地无奈的笑，那样两个争吵不休的人，却走到一起，那么相爱的彼此，好幸福。不知道是不是我病态，看他们争吵的时候，我总是以一种欣赏的态度，因为知道他们不一会就会和好如初？因为认为争吵是生活的润滑剂？可有时候看到妈妈的眼泪，依然会心酸，会毫不犹豫的维护她，会开始“教训”爸爸，会想起妈妈为这个家付出的一切，会看到我们现实中的家。爸爸是有

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别人的和自己的(2006-11-12 00:55)

分类：心情点滴

好朋友和男友分手了，抱着我大声痛哭，不停地做着检讨，对他，对我们。

恋爱中的女人会为了他倾其全部，把我们这些朋友晾在一边，没有任何责备的意思，更多的是理解和包容。

她在哭，我也跟着哭，想起刚开始身边的好朋友都去陪家属后，一个人的孤单；想起曾经的形影不离，想起一起叽叽喳喳，无话不说。随着爱情的出现，这一切都淡淡的消失了。想起我的失恋，那一刻自己的痛苦。紧紧地抱着她，因为能够理解，因为曾经感受过她现在的一切。

觉得自己长大了，看开了很多，不再有无畏的挣扎，不再寻求没有意义的解释，不再抱着回忆难以释怀，不再忿忿人生的不平，过去的就让它过去吧。没有办法继续，那是因为他还不是最适合的，满怀希望，相信一定会遇到那个真命天子，相信他会是心中的理想。女人，应该坚强一些，做了该做的，没有遗憾，就干脆的放手。不会珍惜你的男人也

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好玩哈~~~~(2006-11-03 22:53)

摘自友人博客

明代刘伯温写的一首打油诗,真是神了,难道古代中国真的有高人?几百年后台湾的事他们都有先觉?
先介绍两个人:连战,现任国民党主席
宋楚瑜,现任亲民党主席

连天烽火漫无边,
战事绵延满人间,
是该英雄出头时,
猪羊变色任我颠.

楚河汉界战国天,
愉亮情绪非等闲,
也怨老天未眷恋,
是非总有清晓年.

加霜覆雪麻烦牵,
上无宫阙难成仙,
阿蒙今日非比昔,
扁担欲撑半边天.

一木生子带头尖,
共谋天下划二边,
三分蓝袍破家门,
只手遮天祸人间.

李家天子刘家皇,
登基且靠信义长,
灰飞湮灭已千载,
是神是鬼可商量.

个中心意已无察,
老松听雨在山崖,
杂风吹草云低暗,
种桃种谷是农家

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